Falling From Grace

Feel my pain😞

Are you that desperate?
Are you asking me why I'm behaving like this?
Are you that desperate to know my pain?
My dearest through the deepest edges
you wouldn't like to know the pain behind these wondering tired eyes.
If it was easy to face I would have let you see through my pain but on one point I want you to know but on the other point I don't want you to know...so I have to stay just in the middle, either way along the road there's something to lose if I moved.....but there's demons in my head pushing me in the dark to the edge of breaking.....I'm just protecting you but you don't know...I'm not being cold and rude, I'm being strong but you're pushing me in the dark, you're pushing me deeper and deeper...why can't you see it? why can't you see my pain? it's destroying me piece by piece...Save my soul from drowning in the blood of hell..save me from this darkness, can't you see I'm screaming for help ...save me my dearest ...Save me before I vanished..🖤💌