Wait so me and Shawn are dating? Do I really have a boyfriend? My first boyfriend?! I have nots in my stomach because I have no idea what to expect and what to do, whoa this is insane and it's happening so fast. Me and my boyfriend, (whoa it sounds crazy) Shawn walked back to our houses as we live on the same road and we hugged, it was a good hug and it felt different from others as it was like we wanted to be closer even though we couldn't be, physically anyway. I feel like I love him even though we haven't dated for even an hour yet, oh Jesus. I'm still shaken after the fact Shawn asked me out so quickly, we've only really just met and we've spoken a few times but nothing huge and I thought people were saying he's super shy? Well isn't that shy around me I guess.. I'M DATING SHAWN!!!!!!' I need to sit down. I sat down on my bed and thought it through and did I have any doubts in my head? Nope I felt confident about this. Isabella, you've got this. I laid down on my bed and scrolled through my phone and of course I messaged ALL my friends and then I got a notification from Snapchat and it said Shawn is typing... shit Shawn's typing, what if he thinks everything is a mistake? He regrets every asking me out and kissing me! Shit and I've just told all my friends..
From Shawn. Should I open it straight away? I don't want to seem desperate even though I'm bursting to open it. Instead I stood up placed my phone on my bed and just paced my room for about five minutes debating what he could of sent me, what if it's a nude?! No no no no Shawn wouldn't send that and I know I wouldn't so get that out my head, GO ON THOUGH GET OUT MY HEAD. I then sat down on my bed and opened the messaged.
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Sorry for the boring chapter😒 but I hope you liked it?! Xoxo
