"There must of been some truth to what you said, otherwise you wouldn't of said it" I said the next day as I somehow agreed that Shawn could come over and explain to me. Shawn looked at me for a little too long that it become uncomfortable. "Maybe there was" Shawn said and I knew he was being truthful and that didn't hurt me, I just felt numb. "You don't understand what it means to love another person do you?" I asked. "Yes I do, I just haven't met the right person yet, I dunno maybe I have, maybe I haven't" he said calmly, calmly enough it made it sound worse and more heartbreaking. "Jesus! YOU HAVE NO IDEA WHAT IT ACTUALLY MEANS TO LOVE ANOTHER PERSON! BECAuse when you do, you'd rather die than hurt them" I said trying to not get too angry and show my emotions. "I'm sorry, and I love you and we can try again and I know that I shouldn't of told you that because I believe that we can fall back in love again, you can be the one, I want you too, I love you, I love you, I love you" Shawn said as he started cry. "And you love me" He said with a crack in his voice. "Yes, I do love you, you no idea how much I love you and well that's something I'm going to have to get over" I said. "Just go" I said. "Bu-." "Go!" I said cutting him off and he obeyed.
