Chpt 15: COMA??

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Selenas POV:

I got out and saw Aaron standing their "come in" i said, he came in and saw the t.v "so thats it" i said "yep, ill come for it tomorrow" he said "alright" i said, he went out and said bye

i closed the door as he left and looked at the table that was ready for harry and i. I started to cry a bit, and went to the bathroom, i felt so much pain, because i lied to harry, of course i still love him, ive never stopped, i feel so sad and feel so bad that i lied, especially to my love one. I went for the razor and just couldnt think of anymore to help me get through this.

1 cut 2 cut 3 cut 4! Blood was everywhere, i went for the towel, until my eye site got blurry, i couldnt fin it, my hands got shakey and i felt dizzy. I colapsed to the ground not even knowing.

Harrys POV:

i cant believe it. Selena doesnt love me anymore, i think she is lying, wait a minute

~flashback~

"harry, im not going to lie to you" she said "c'mon, would i look bad with straight hair?" i asked "i cant lie to you, i would NEVER" she laughed, "so i would?" i asked, she nodded histarically

~end of flashback~

SHE COULD NEVER LIE TO ME!! SHE DOES LOVE ME! I left arianas place unexpected and ran home. I slammed the door open and called for selenas name "SELENA! SELENA!!!" I yelled with a big grin on my face, I opened her room door then mine, went to the kitchen, i went back upstairs and saw the bathroom light on, i burst into the bathroom and saw blood everywhere, suddenly my smile went into a frown "SELENA!!" i yelled, i went on my knees and saw her smiling at me "harry" she said, weak, "selena!  what have you done" i asked, she showed me her arm slowly "OH MY GOD!!!" i yelled, i ran for the phone and dialed 911 "I HAVE AN EMERGENCY I NEED THE AMBULANCE 1150 ILLINOIS AVE!!" I hung up and ran for selena, "Its ok the ambulance are on their way" i said, her eyes started to close "NO NO SELENA!! DONT GO ANYWHERE, DONT GO ANYWHERE YOU'LL GET THROUGH THIS!!", she raised her hand sowly to my cheek "i love you" she said softly, i started to cry "selena, dont go" i said "i love you, i need you to be with me, i cant live without you!" i said to her, i  heard the ambulance, i left selena and ran outside "HELP!! WERE OVER HERE!! HELP! SHES IN THE BATHROOM!! HURRY! SHES LOST A LOT OF BLOOD!!!" i yelled as they rushed in to the bathroom

They picked up selena and took her into the ambulance and i went in with her

At the hospital:

I was sitting down waiting for the doctors to tell me what happened until i saw Ariana, "Harry!" she yelled "what happened, are you ok, why do you have blood all ver you?" she asked "ariana, its not me, its selena" i said "what! oh my god! what happened" i asked "she got depresed and cut herself, because of me" i said starting to cry "harry!" she said "BUT not only me! because of YOU!" i said "what!" i asked "I WAS STARTING TO HANG WITH YOU!! SELENA DIDNT KNOW YOUR NAME! HOW DID SHE NOT KNOW I WAS AT YOUR PLACE BEFORE! YOU SAID YOU CALLED HER" i yelled, ariana looks nervous "i called her, but didnt give her...my name?" she said "GET OUT OF MY LIFE ARIANA! BECAUSE OF YOU AND ME! I MIGHT LOSE WHAT ILL NEVER FIND EVER AGAIN!!" i yelled towards her "harry?" "GO!! I DONT NEED YOU" i yelled, ariana started to cry and ran off out the door.

i sat back down until i saw the doctor come to me, i got but up as he started to talk "Well, she lost a lot of blood, she is in coma right now, and maybe for a while, but she is going to live" he said "oh thank god! can i come and see her?" i asked "yes you may, she is sleeping so she wont be able to see or speak to you or even move" the doctors said "i dont care, as long as i see her" i said.

I went to her room and saw selena laying in the bed, with her eyes shut and needles pinned in her arm, i then saw a big ass bandaid on her arm where she has cut herself "selena, why did you do this? why?" i asked her "im so glad i found you before it was too late, i dont know what i'd do without you" i said and started to cry, i grabbed onto her hand and kissed it, the doctors came in "i guess its ok to take this bandage off her wrist" he said, i then saw tht she had stitches "oh god!" i said crying "selena" i said grabbing onto it as the doctors left, i started to kiss her cuts and feel them "why would you do this to yourself! why didnt you come to me? you got me here all for nothing and helpless" i said to her, i bursted all my tears out and put my head down to cry

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imagining this just makes me cry, i hope you guys enjoyed, give it a vote and comment please! they help a lot! thaanks again! :)

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