How can I not love you? (Student/Teacher)

Nine

He walked off to the kitchen leaving me confused in the living room. What the hell? I have no idea what kind of game he is playing but I liked it. I decided to play this game with him and walked after him pretending that those words didn't effect me.

"Ah Josephine you can sit next to Daniel!" Esther told me when I entered the room. Ofcourse I can sit next to him, great. I was at the end of the table and seated across me were Esther and Richard. My parents were on the other end of the table.

When everyone finally sat down Esther en Richard had some speech about how they look forward meeting all of us and living in this new neighborhood.

Finally they were done and we could start eating. "So Josephine tell us something about yourself." Richard said to me. "Well I moved here with my parents about 3/4 weeks ago I guess, so I'm also new here. I'm 17 years old, go to Maddison Highschool, I like going to the gym and writing."

"Writing? That's interesting. What kind of writing are you in to? Esther here is a journalist, she could help you develop some skills." Richard said giving me a wink.

"Oh I'm more of a storywriter I think. I like making up stories and writing but I've never really done it much."

"Well you should! It's a lot of fun. So Daniel what do you do for a living?" Esther said changing the subject.

He replied about working at Maddison Highschool and as I expected they were like, so you guys know each other? Which made it quite the akward situation at this table.

I just continued eating as Esther and Richard moved on to the next few neighbours. "Is it just me or is this a really boring dinner?" Daniel whisperd in my ear.
I looked at everyone at the table talking about all kind of things. Me and Daniel were definitely the youngest here. "It sure as hell is." I replied looking into his eyes.
"So what are we gonna do about it?"

"I don't know, you have something in mind?" I turned to him with my body and leaned in a bit.

"Follow my lead." He smirked

He stood up out of his chair, "Esther, Richard thank you for having me but I should get going. I still got a class to prepare for tomorrow." He turned around and winked at me.

"Yes ofcourse! Thank you for coming, I'll walk you out." Richard said.

They both walked to the door and Daniel shot one more smirk at me. I smiled back at him and I knew what he was up to. My god,what is he doing to me. Just a few days ago I was a crying mess in front of him and I just figured that because he comforted me that I got that feeling. But after what he said to me about not being able to keep his eyes off of me, I knew something was going on. He walked away and I waited about 15 minutes as I stood up and walked over to my parents.

"Is it okay if I go home already? I still have some homework to finish." I asked

"Yes ofcourse. I think you dad and I will stay here for a while but I'll see you tomorrow."

I walked to Esther and Richard and explained to them why I was going home too. Esther walked me out and gave me a hug.

I went over to Daniel's house and knocked on his door while I leant against the wall. "So what did you have in mind?" Saying challenging.

He pulled me inside and closed the door. "You look so damn beautiful Josephine." He said before slamming his lips on mine. I kissed back eagerly knowing how good it felt last time. He pushed me against the door as his eyes were filled with lust.

He pulled back, "I can't control myself when I'm around you Josephine, what are you doing to me?"

I looked up at him and bit my lip. "I don't know Daniel, but I'm sure as hell okay with it." And I slammed my lips back on his. His hands grabbed my waist as I jumped and wrapped my legs around him. He walked over to the couch, not letting go of the kiss, and laid me down on it, positioning himself between my legs breaking the kiss and just taking me into his arms.

"You're amazing. Are you sure you're okay with this? I mean I am still your teacher and I would totally understand if this is weird for you. As one day you feel fucked up and talk to me about it and next time I kiss you.
Jeez saying this out loud makes it sound even worse. I can't do this to you Josephine, I can't just barge into your life with my feelings. You should go home and forget about all of this."

"No I won't go home. I know this is weird and wrong but since I cried like a baby in front of you, you were there for me, you helped me and ever since that I have this weird feeling towards you that I can't explain. All I know is that when you look at me I feel this tingling inside me and I need to figure out what that is."

"You drive me crazy you know that right? God forgive me." He said slamming his lips against mine again.