How can I not love you? (Student/Teacher)

Thirty-one

I really needed to know that name, like right now. He can't be back, not now everything is going okay in my life again. I mean I knew he would find me eventually but I didn't think it would be this fast, I kinda hoped he would just forget about me. He said that he changed but I don't believe one single word he says. The fact that he had been 'following' me around creeps the shit out if me. Does he know about me and Daniel? Is he going to ruin it for me? Blackmail me?

The thoughts keep getting in my head, no matter how hard I try to think about something else I just can't. This guy ruined my life, made me ruin someone else's life, he dragged me into a world I don't want to be in.

I was on my way home and I finally had weekend. Luckily I didn't have to work again this week so I could just stay in and watch movies all day. I walked into the house when I saw my mom had written a note that she'd be home late and that I should order a pizza or something. I was about to turn on the tv when my phone rang.

Blocked ID
Hey Josephine, can we meet up some time? I really want to talk to you.
Me
Who is this?

Obviously I already thought it would be Alex but just in case.

Blocked ID
It's Alex.. I know and totally understand that you don't want to see me but I really need to talk to you. I need your help..

Me
Help? Ha like you needed my help last time? Goodbye alex.

Alex
Please Josephine, let me explain. I moved to cambridge, for you.

Me
Just fuck off Alex. I don't want to see you, I don't want to talk to you and I sure as hell don't want you anywhere near me.

After this he didn't respond anymore. I couldn't help but be scared about what might happen. I was a bit rude to him, what if he gets mad?

Daniel
Hey, I found who the new guy is. Can you come over? Or should I come to you? Noticed your mom isn't home ;)

Me
Yeah sure. I was about to order some pizza do you want some?

Daniel
Already taken care off baby. See you in a minute x

Oh boy he knows who the new guy is. I'm praying to god that it isn't Alex but I think it will be him, he told me he moved here after all. My life suddenly turned upside down again.

The doorbell rang and I opened it seeing Daniel. I tried to smile at him but failed, I started crying and he wrapped his arm around me.

"No don't cry! Do I really look that worse?"
I laughed through my tears but shook my head. He walked inside and took me to the couch and sat me on his lap. "Please tell me what's wrong"

I got off his lap and grabbed my phone, the letter and gave it to Daniel. He read it in silence as I shuffled across the room, nervous of what his reaction is going to be.

"I can't believe this. He has been watching you this whole time and now he decides to barge back into your life? Unbelievable" he shook his head in dismissal.

"Come here." He opened his arms and I walked straight into them, feeling safe with those arms around me. "Don't be scared, I won't let anyone hurt you. But maybe it will ease you a bit to know that the new guy is not Alex."

I looked up to him. "Really it's not him?" I couldn't help but feel relieved. "No his name is Kane Keller. He comes from a small town in Ireland."

"Oh thank god." I sighed relieved. He took me in his arms and we cuddled like this for a while until the food arrived.

-

After we ate our pizza we watched a movie but Daniel had fallen asleep already. I wiggled out of his grip and grabbed a blanket to pull over him. I grabbed my phone and decided to text Demi for a while, just small talk to keep my mind off of things. She really was an amazing and confident girl, I'm so glad she's my friend.

"Josephine?" I heard Daniel call out. "I'm in the kitchen, do you want something to drink?"

"Do you have a beer or something? It is a friday night after all." He chuckled. "Uhm no we don't my dad was the only one who drank beer and since he's gone."

"Oh yeah right I'm sorry. I'll just take a coke than."

I grabbed two glasses filling them with coke and brought them over to the living room. "So how is your sister by the way, wasn't she with you yesterday?"
"Yeah she's still staying at my place but she went out tonight. She broke up with her boyfriend so she's probably out hooking up with someone." He laughed

"Aren't you supposed to be that overprotective brother, who keeps her at home and won't let her get around with all kind of boys."

He leaned in "I'd rather be protective over my girlfriend." I smiled. "Yeah about that."

He looked frightened at me. I tried to look serious but bursted out in laughter when I saw his face. "You should've seen your face."

He looked angry at me but I jumped on top of him. "Just kidding honey."
"You are such a little tease Josephine Wester."

He kissed me tender and slipped his hand under my sweater trying to unhook my bra but only to find out I wasn't wearing one. He looked at me in surprise. "You went to school without a bra?" I nodded. He shook his head in disapproval. "You know that anyone could have seen that right, I don't want that."

"I'm sorry sir. It won't happen again." He groaned. He locked our lips together again and we made out passionately. He grabbed me in bridal style and walked me upstairs to my room laying me down on my bed.

"Why did you have a room on the top floor again." He said trying to pretend to catch his breath. I gave him a playful slap as I pulled him closer to me again, tightening my legs around his waist. Ours lips connected again and I unhooked his belt, pulling down his pants. The bulge in his pants had grown again and I wrapped my hand around it, still not breaking the kiss.

Daniel took of my sweater and my pants and started attacking my neck. "God you are so fucking beautiful." He went down and pulled of my panties, immediately licking at my entrance. I grabbed his hair and moaned loud. "Oh my god!" This really was the best feeling ever. He stopped and looked up to me. "Uh do you have.." I nodded and grabbed a package out of my drawer and handed it to him.

He slipped the condom on and put the tip at my entrance. He looked me into the eyes and pushed in within one go, making me full so fast. I gasped loudly and scratched at his back with my nails. "Fuck, you're so tight." He groaned and started moving his hips. I moaned and pulled him closer, got did I love this feeling. "You like that baby?" I moaned in response. I turned us around so I was on top of him and started riding him. His hands grabbed my hips to guide me but after a while he started thrusting into me. "God Daniel, I'm gonn.."
"Let it go." And so I did, I reached my high and panted loud. He pulled out and took off the condom, I got to my knees and put him in my mouth sucking him off until he came.

"Oh Josephine, what are you doing to me?"

"I'm making you cum."

I smiled at him and kissed him tender. We laid like that for a while but then I heard the front door open. I looked Daniel in his eyes and started to panic.

"Josephine? You still up?"

"Fuck it's my mom! You need to hide." I whisper yelled at Daniel.

He climbed out of the bed grabbing his clothes and dove under the bed.

My mom walked upstairs and came into my room. "Hey aren't you supposed to sleep?"

"Yeah I was about to but wanted to read for a while before I went to sleep. What are you doing here so early, I thought you weren't supposed to come home so soon."

"Honey it's 3 in the morning. Go to sleep okay."

I nodded and turned off my lights and waited for my mom to be in her room. I looked under my bed and signaled that Daniel could come back.

"So it's 3 in the morning already huh. We really were having a good time."

I laughed. "Come on you need to get out of here."

He kissed me and put his clothes on. Then climbed out of the window.

I smiled and laid on my back in bed. That man was one hell of a guy. For some reason I didn't feel as freaked out about my mom as I should, I felt this kick of hiding something for everyone. Something only I knew about.