Anne

Chapter 7

It's been two years since my family died now. I have a new life now I wouldn't call it a great life but it's okay. Lilly and James are one year old now they are about to turn two in a couple of months I just keep thinking about it two years ago my family was killed, two years ago I moved to Canada, two years ago I was raped, two years ago I had Lilly and James the only things I have in my life that's keeping me a bit sane. I've been killing a lot lately maybe it's because it's the anniversary of my family death I just can't shake this off I will never feel true happiness again I might feel fake happiness but all it really is the pain in hiding waiting to come out but I need to push it back in I can't show weakness around my children, I can't show any emotion because they can't show emotions either. They have learned more words then "No" lately they've been chatting like crazy they won't shut up "Momma!" Lilly cries she must have cut her self during knife practice it's like she likes to cut her self but when she does it she cries like mad it's so funny. "What you do now?" I ask her I can already see tears forming in her eyes she shows me her wound on her arm its a perfect straight line "James did it!" She points him out "I did not!" He argues back I just laugh at them I know she did it to herself she does this all the time. I pick her up and I wash her arm off I give her a kiss I put her back down in front of her stabbing doll it's a doll made out of deer meat and deer skin I have to change them every two days or else they'll stink up the place. She starts to stab it right away laughing James is still carving things into the floor I wonder what he's thinking right now. I go back in front of the fire and I start reading but I hear a knock on the door I walk up slowly and I look out of the window it's the officers they knock on the door I put a robe on and a scarf on my head covering my face I practice my old lady voice and I creak open the door "Yes?" I ask slowly "We're sorry mam we'll just leave." One of them responded and they both leave I close the door and I start to laugh damn cops are fucking idiots I wonder what they wanted. They probably are looking for that family I murdered to bad they will never find out. A couple months past and it's the children's birthday they have grown so much. To celebrate today I take them out to the city because they've been beating the shit out of those dolls so I've decided to give them a taste of an actual kill. we come up to a woman with blond hair and a blue dress, perfect an escort we approach her I tell them to be really quiet I get behind her she is about an inch taller then me, I get really close to her Lilly and James raise their knifes and they stab her in the back of the neck she falls right to the ground I put them down and they walk over to her they slash her back maybe ten times blood is everywhere at this point they are laughing like maniacs, my maniacs. We walk back to the cabin Lilly and James are so happy they just made their first kill and I'm happy to, now I know they will be the killers I want them to be I'm so proud. I take them hunting the next day we catch a deer and I cook it but then I hear another knock on the door it's the officers again what the hell do they want? I open the door in my old lady costume "Mam we believe that you are the cause of the death of these people." One of them shows me a picture of that family. "How absurd! I can not believe you would cause me of such a horrible thing!" I scold them trying not to laugh "Alright, terribly sorry mam." One of them says I slam the door on their faces and I watch them leave "Yes I did murder that family." I whisper with a smile on my face then I burst out laughing "What a fool!" I laugh again.