Anne

Chapter 11

It's Lilly and James tenth birthday today, wow has time went by. John has been helping out a lot lately I still don't completely trust him even though I've known him for a couple years now. I have no idea what to do for this special day I guess we'll just go and kill.

"We are going to kill!" I yell across the house "I don't want to." Lilly implies "what?" I ask "I don't want to fucking go!" She starts to yell her face is blistering red "watch your fucking language!" I yell back realizing what I just said "but you have to come." James joins in "I don't want to go bitch!" Lilly screams at me "fine, come here." I notion to her rage is building up. She walks to me I pick her up by her hair "Stop!" She screams on the top of her lungs. I slam open her door and I throw her in "you can stay there for the rest of the day!" I scream at her she is just slumped over on the floor sobbing I slam the door and I run down the stairs. Right away James shoots up from the floor grabs his knife and we leave.

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Lilly's POV

I hate that fucking bitch she doesn't care about me all she cares about is James and killing. I wish John was here he is the only one who seems to care about me. I grab my knife I start to put it to my wrist I slice thin lines in my skin blood starts trickling out I slice three more times but I still feel pain in my soul I don't feel any pain in my wrist it's not enough. I pull up my stocking that is covered with holes and staines, I start slicing my ankle blood starts pouring out I slice two more times I feel better.

I lay on my blood stained bed I wonder what happened on this bed my mother probably killed someone for this house because I know my mother doesn't work for shit that lazy bitch probably hadn't earned a penny her whole life. I have to survive on my own no help from her and defiantly no help from James. He is so oblivious it hurts it's like he doesn't have a mind of his own mother is controlling him I fucking hate her.

I also wish she would let us get out more, I have spent my entire life in this cabin I want out of here I want to explore I want to learn.

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Anne's POV

I can't believe that just fucking happened. We walk in complete silence the whole time, I was going to let them explore the city today I should've told her that instead of flipping out on her it was even worse. It's her loss she can just stay in her room for the rest of the day.

We finally reach the city after what felt like forever, we see a escort perfect "alright James you can take this one on your own." I whisper to him he nods and starts walking behind her when he gets close enough he stabs her in the back "what...the....hell?" I hear her mumble as she slowly falls to the ground she starts coughing, James takes his knife out of her back and carves a big smile on her back then he stabs her neck and she finally stops moving.

"Spectacular job!" I congratulate him "now let's go." I lead him deeper into the city showing him the pier that I arrived at and the place where I killed my first person here. He had a splendid time but I just wish Lilly was here to enjoy it as well.

We start walking back to the cabin when I hear screaming my favourite sound. We go to where we heard the scream we end up behind a building near the forest where I normally go to do my killing. I see a medium sized woman who looks to be in her twenties chestnut brown hair brown eyes and a small nose "is someone there?" She asks she has a strange accent I have never heard before.

She was standing over a man covered in blood she had a huge smile on her face I tell James to stay where he is and I approach her "hello?" I mumble she looks right at me studies my face then her eyes go directly to my knife that is covered in blood "did you know him?" I ask looking at the body starting to get a little smile on my face "yeah, he was a son of a bitch I'll tell ya that." She laughs I start to laugh to "what was his name?" I ask "Aiden." She immediately answers. I laugh again and she joins in "oh how rude of me, my name is Catalina." She introduces herself "Oh I'm Anne." I answer back she waves a good by and she runs off.

We walk back to the cabin in silence again but this time I'm not as angry. We walk into the cabin I walk up to Lilly's room without making a sound I open her door just a crack I see her sitting on the floor with a knife in her hands I notice what she's doing she's cutting herself. Oh my God she's cutting herself why is she doing this to herself what have I done I made her do this I'm a horrible mother why is this fucking happening this is all my fault. She was such a happy baby what lead her to do this? Did I lead her to do this? My little Lilly is harming herself because of me I'm a horrible mother why is this happening?

I go back down stairs I don't bother trying to stop her she'll just hate me more if I do that she'll think I'm trying to ruin her life by trying to stop her from ending on her life "happy birthday children." I mumble under my breath "what's wrong mother?" James walks up to be "nothing, go to bed." I answer back. I just don't understand how this happened does she think I don't love her? Does she think I don't care? I just don't know what to do.