Anne

Chapter 18

LILLY POV
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John is dead. James is dead. I saw my own brother beat himself to death with a rock. Why is this happening? Why did he kill himself? Why did I have to watch him do it? Why did I have to be there? Why did I have to see him doing it? I have no one else now. I am alone, I have to one here for me.
What am I going to do now? I have to kill my mother but she is stronger then me she would just end up killing me. I can't handle all of this but I have to stay alive for all the people my mother has made suffer. I must make her suffer. If I do kill her it must be slow and painfull and a lot of blood must be spilt.

Just like my life has been lately more pain then anything.
I can't go back to the fucking cabin my mother is fucking insane! She'll end up killing me then our war would end and she would've won, that cannot happen not if I have any thing to do with it! I keep seeing James killing himself in my mind. Why did he do it? He could've waited until he was all better to kill our mother but no he decided to kill himself! I had to be there at that moment, I had to watch him end his own life how can I live with this horrible image?

You can kill yourself a voice whispers in my head. No I can't do that I still have a fucking battle to fight it would be useless to end everything now. Oh fuck, fuck, fuck! Why is this happening? I can't think anymore! I have to see blood but I don't want to harm anything. I could always harm myself, that wouldn't be to bad right? I grab my knife and I start to slowly slice my knee the blood rushes out of the wound I sigh with relief. I lick the blood off of my blade and I wipe my knee off with my torn shirt.

It's so fucking dirty I think it used to be white but now it's a gross greenish-brown and now some red from my blood that'll soon add in to the brown. I have no where to go, I'm lost in the forest it's dark and cold maybe I should go back to the cabin ugh. No probably not maybe I could find John's cabin and kinda live there for awhile. The only problem is,where the hell am I? I'm in the middle of the forest far from the town and hopefully far from mother. I guess I'll start walking around and shit.

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ANNE POV

Fuck this fuck that just fuck everything I have to end a life right now I have to fucking kill. I don't know where the town is from here, I'm completely lost god damn it what is this fucking life I came here to you know have a better fucking life but it's worse it's horrible! I don't know what I can do to destroy everything and start over.

Maybe destroy the cabin, yeah destroy the cabin! Burn it down to the ground! Hopefully Lilly will be in it when it happens! Killing two birds with one stone, fucking perfect! But how am I going to get the fire? Also, how will I find the cabin? I'm fucking lost in the forest I have no god damn idea where I am or where Lilly is I hope she's lost to, I hope she get eaten alive by wolves I hope they rip her limbs apart one by one.

It makes me so happy just thinking about that kind of things just death, death all the time! We are all going to die someday and I'm just here to make that day come sooner! Hahaha! Oh joy. I can't wait to burn down the cabin I need to do it right fucking now god fucking damn it stupid ass cunt! Fuck,fuck,fuck! Motherfucker little bitch I'm going to fucking kill you! I'm coming for you little cunt bastard twat cock muffler! Shit fuck ass hole! Dick ass pussy little bitch fucker!

I'm going to burn that bitch right to the fucking ground. I will watch it burn laughing, laughing harder then I have ever laughed before! I fucking murdered a family so I could give my children a home but they both leave it in such a horrible manner! I guess it's my fault they left but they are ungrateful little brats who deserve to die and rot in hell! I must be the reason that they die. I can't let them live longer then me! I own their little souls for eternity! I brought them into this world and I will easily take them out.