the fifth poem

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It's been a time since I've been  feeling

of emptiness in my heart,

like my soul is gone,

like my heart has stop beating to love.

It's been a while since you're not here by my side

and every day I question myself

If I ever did something wrong,

I just want to pretend that you will come around

like the other times,

because even if you said that this time

you will never come back,

I still have hope.

But tell me truth,

tell me that you are just playing with me,

with my heart,

I'm waiting to hear your laugh,

I'm waiting for you to laugh at me for waiting for you.

Why don't we stop with these games?

I'm getting tired and I'm getting mad.

I'm getting tired of you playing with my emotions,

I'm getting mad at myself for still believing you.

It hurts, it's like you just stabbed me in my heart

and I'm waiting for you to twist the knife.

I gave you my heart in a crystal cage

and you threw it away

like if it didn't have something important inside.

Please stop breaking me up,

I don't think my heart can handle it one more time,

it's getting hard to breath

without you around,

I just want to see you one more time. 



-S.S

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