I always seem like the happy girl, the quiet girl.
The girl who is too afraid to speak, because she doesnt seek the embarrasment that will come if she slips, if she tumbles.
I've never truly had the chance to taste victory.
To feel what winners feel when they succeed.
I've always stood on the side, just watching.
Watching as the winners stand with all their glory, holding their sparkling trophies.
I've only ever watched.
I've never really opened myself to the world, never really let my words free. Ive always kept them in my throat, and swallowed. I regret not speaking, I regret not being doing what I knew I had the chance to do, only because I was too afraid to give it a chance.
I just needed someone to push me forward, because I couldn't get myself to move. YOU were that someone, and without you I would've been in the same broken state I was in. Until you came and gave me that shove that I needed to wake up, and get moving.
YOU ARE READING
Dirty Petals
Poesíafree verse poetry, well mostly free verse. I don't usually go by any poetic devises at least not purposely. I just go with the flow. I write my feelings on paper but in this situation on my touchscreen or my laptop keys. I write poetry ALOT but that...
