Several days in my life I've sat there just reliving all the embarrassing things that I ever did or said. Like this one tie I accidently called my principal 'dad' or when I flipped off my math's teacher when she tried to wake me up in class. But nothing, and I mean it, nothing could ever match this.
"It's okay Louis. None of this was your fault"
I just nodded along and hummed in response. After Harry found me by the tree, he helped me get my bag down I mean c'mon, damn his giraffe legs. He even offered me a ride to school which I willingly took.
I was sure that my face was decorated with a huge purple circle. I planned on how to rush to the infirmary quickly without being noticed because my eye had now started to burn.
"Louis bro you're worrying me"
Bro?
Cringe.
"Nah I'm fine. Just a bit tired"
I felt so bad about including Harry into all this drama. He didn't need his time wasted on all this.
We finally reached North High, located near the edge of the town. Doncaster was way too green because of the monthly rains and bright sunshine. I hopped out of the car as soon as the engine cut off. I couldn't bare to look at Harry's face anymore. It was already a lot for him to see me in my actual broken state.
I rushed to the nurse's office because the pain was now becoming unbearable. I pulled my hoodie over my face so that no one could see me.
"Oh Louis! What happened this time?â Amanda, our schools head nurse who gasped after looking at my face. She knew me pretty well. I visited her at least twice every week. She quietly started to clean the wound, me not even realizing that my nose was bleeding. I just sat there still, only constantly hissing when she pressed the antiseptic soaked cotton ball too close to my face.
I shrieked when someone grabbed my shoulder, turning around yet again to find Harry, with a wild look on his face.
"We need to talk"
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I didnt know whether to be scared or nervous because this was Harry we were talking about. We were currently in the football field missing the first class. Well it was history so it doesnt really matter.
Louis look at me
I raised my eyes from the grassy ground on which we were sitting on and met Harry eyes. They held concern which was so unfamiliar for me.
"I'm worried for you. Its not as if I'm oblivious to the bruises on your body. I dont know whats going on with you. Can you talk to me please?"
"You dont need to be."
"Sorry?"
"You dont need to be worried about me. No one else is"
With that I picked up my bag and ran to class, ignoring Harrys shouts for me to come back and getting ready for the scolding because I was 15 minutes late.
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