Momma

Part 2

Yeah, so Lucas if the father of my kiddo. I mean, I've always wanted to have kids with him, but not like that... When he did rape me, we were still dating, and of course now I never want to see him again, I broke up with via text, Yeah I know, how terrible of me, but would you ever want to see the person who raped you again? No. 

I told him that 'I'm breaking up with you. bye.', then I blocked his number and every social media account I have.

I have to say, I was depressed for about a year after I broke up with him, I mean I loved him, I always thought we were the new 'Cory and Topanga'. Man was I wrong.

According to Maya, Lucas is still depressed, 2 years later... I admit I do feel guilty, a little, but not enough guilt to forgive him. Ever.

When I finally had Kason, everything felt like it was going to be okay again, and I was right. Now I am 19 years old, and happy as ever being a mommy.

I love my son so much, I never had a thought about abortion, when my parents suggested it, I was furious, but I was ok with adoption. We had a family set up and everything, but as soon as I heard his cries fill the room when he was born, I knew I could never give him up. Of course the family who we had set up with to adopt him was devastated, but they supported me anyway, they said I was the mother and it was my right.

I felt really guilty keeping him from them, so I let that family babysit him whenever I need, or when he wants to go see them. 

Jacob and Ranae White are their names. Since my parents kinda disowned me when I decided to keep him, they took me in and helped me through out his life. I'm so thankful for them.

"Ma-ma.'' Kason says, pulling me out of my thoughts

"Yes baby?"

"Hungry?" He asks looking and pointing at his stomach as it grumbles, making me giggle. His green eyes widened, and his mouth formed into an 'o'. He's so adorable.

"I take it you want some food?" I say, poking at his stomach, and he laughs, which makes me tickle him. I love him so much!

I stop tickling him and stand up, and pick him up too.

"Ok, let's go get you some food." He just nods his head and smiles at me. I walk into the kitchen and put him in his booster seat.

Walking over to he cabinets, I realize soon I'll have to go to the store, haven't been for a while... oops.

I open the cabinet, and it's basically empty, other than some of my granola bars. I sigh and close them, and turn around to face Kason, who's giving me a confused look, pretty much a look like 'where in the world is my food lady?!'.

"Well baby boy, how about you and I take a trip to the store?"

"Ya-yay!" He's always has a fascination with stores. I laugh and pick him up, getting us both ready to go.

At the store

"Ok, let's see, Oooh! Do you want some cheerios?!"

"Yes pah-wease!" OH MY GOODNESS HE'S SO ADORABLE!!! Sorry, I can't help myself, He's my kid, what do ya expect?! Me not to love him?!

I put his cheerios in the cart and walked out of that isle. When I turned the corner, that's when all color and breath left my body, and I felt sick to my stomach.

At the entrance of the store, walking straight my way, is Lucas Friar...

So here it is! the 2nd chapter of "Momma"! You like it? I hope you do! Sorry for any mistakes... I'm not the best writer... sooooo...