this chapter was boring in cringey in my opinion, but some good good happens ;)
fingers going through my hair is what woke me up today. i smiled sleepily and slowly opened my eyes. "the guys left already," taeyong whispered. i nodded and closed my eyes again. i heard him chuckle before i fell back asleep.
the second time i woke up was to an empty bed. i frowned to myself and felt around the bed, thinking taeyong would magically appear. i sighed heavily and sat up. i listening closely i could hear laughter downstairs. i immediately recognised it and smiled. i got up and made sure i had at least pants on before i went downstairs.
when i got downstairs most of the lights were off aside from the ones in the living room. i made my way there and smiled. taeyong was sat crisscross on his couch watching cartoons. he looked so kid like and adorable. i stood at the doorway behind the couch and just watched him.
it seems weird and maybe a bit creepy, but i couldn't help myself, his laugh was so enchanting. i smiled and walked behind his and kissed his forehead. he turned around and smiled.
"good morning." he giggled. "good morning." i smiled back. i went and sat next to him and put my arm around him. he looked up at me and smiled nervously. i don't know what he was nervous about but it made me nervous. "we have to talk about something." he said. i stayed quiet and nodded. "oh god, it's not anything bad." he exclaimed reassuringly.
he took a deep breath before he seemed to look a little more relaxed. we made eye contact and all i could see was sadness in his eyes. "what are we?" he asked. taeyong looked so upset and almost broken. "i mean was this just a weekend fling? are we like a thing?" he was asking all these questions so quickly i almost didn't catch any of them.
i didn't know how to answer any of them, of course i don't want this to be a one time thing, but i also don't know what we are. i assume i looked panicked or scared because he immediately dropped all emotions on his face. "it's ok if you only want this to be a one time thing..." taeyong looked down at his lap, clearly trying to hide a tear that escaped. i was trying so hard to say anything, but i just couldn't.
"jaehyun?" he sniffled. "mhm?" i responded. "can you say something? anything." he begged. i took a deep breath trying to find every bit of courage i had in my body. "i don't know what we are," i started "but i know that i don't want this to be a one time thing. i've been waiting forever for us to even just hang out alone together and after everything that's happened i don't think we can even label ourselves as just friends." i smiled as i started gaining more and more confidence. taeyong looked up at me with slight confusion. "i've never had a boyfriend before, but i would really like it if you would be my first." i seemed so well put together on the outside as i said that but on the inside i was yodelling . I JUST FUCKING ASKED HIM OUT. HOLY. SHIT.
he grinned and moved closer to me. "i would love to be your first boyfriend." he chuckled. my eyes went wide and i could already tell i was smiling as wide as i could. i hugged him lightly, scared that if i let go he would get away. he hugged back and when we pulled away it took little to no time before our lips connected in a sweet kiss. he smiled into the kiss and i couldn't help but to pull him onto my lap. he pecked my lips again before he turned around and got comfortable.
i kisses his cheek as he started to watch his cartoons again.
this has been a very good weekend.
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