johnny hasn't answered any of my messages since our little argument. he won't talk to ten either. it seems silly that i would be this worked up about a small fight, but johnny and i never fight. we have been friends for years and never, not even once, have we ever been in a fight.
jaehyun has tried calling me many times but i didn't answer. i sat alone in my room, planning to spend the rest of my weekend in bed, sad, and ignoring everyone.
"taeyong, someone is at the door!" i heard my mother yell on her way out. i didn't respond and instead stayed silent and hid further under my blankets. the house went silent i assumed she had just left for her business trip and told the person i wasn't feeling well. the last thing i was expecting was for jaehyun to barge into my room.
"taeyong, you need to answer your phone when i call! i have been calling you for hours! do you know how worried i was?!" jaehyun rambled so quickly i barley caught it all. i still remained quiet but looked at him. i could tell my eyes were puffy and my hair was a mess.
jaehyun made his way over to me and sat on my bed. he sat right next to me and reached his hand out to fix my hair. after it was as tamed as it could be before he sat back and sighed.
"tae, whats wrong? actually no, don't answer that, i know you don't want to." he paused and looked me in the eyes. "i know you and johnny aren't talking right now, but you just have to give him time. he will come around eventually. you and him are close and i know that but i also know that one fight will not tear you two apart." he caressed my cheek and i couldn't help but lean into his touch. i don't know why but i felt like crying and i didn't bother to try not to let a few tears out. a weak sob escaped my mouth and i fell into his open arms.
he was quick to hold me and i felt him rub my back. my chest heaved and my breathing was uneven, i tried to control it, but i couldn't.
"johnny and I have never faught. e-ever." I sobbed. jaehyun nodded and stayed quiet, probably waiting for me to finish. silent cries continued to leave my lips as I tried to calm down.
"shhh, baby. you have to calm down. breathe slowly. in and out." I tried to do as he said and struggled at first.
after a while my breathing had reduced to small gentle breaths and my crying had stopped. he pulled me out from under my covers and put me on his lap. I wrapped my arms around his neck and pulled him into a tight hug.
"im sorry." I whispered. he mumbled a small 'it's okay' before kissing the top of my head.
we stayed cuddled up for a few hours before we decided to get up and get food. it was more of his idea and stated that I looked 'dead and in need of food.' he wasn't wrong. I haven't eaten since yesterday morning.
"how are you feeling now?" jae asked me as we were eating. he seemed less upset and more back to his caring/protective self.
"i feel a bit better." i whispered while i picked at my food. he looked up hearing my tone and moved closer to me. he sighed and placed his hand on my shoulder and kissed my cheek.
"tae, i know it's hard. i do. but you both will have to get over it. you will, i promise. and if not then we will force you to." i nodded and pushed my plate of food away.
i didn't notice jaehyun furrow his eyebrows, or jaehyun moving to stand in front of me. i only noticed him when he reached out and held a spoon at my lips, full of cereal, waiting for me to accept it.
i accepted it and realised i had the best boyfriend.
some time later we were on the couch watching tv when there was a knock at the door. jae got up to answer it and invited the person in.
when jaehyun returned he had ten with him. they both sat down and i greeted them both as i sat up.
"so what's up?" jae asked ten. ten looked a little nervous, he was fidgeting with his hands on his lap and he was trying not to make eye contact with me.
"not much, um, i went to see johnny earlier... he's not doing too good. he seems a lot like you right now," ten was started to seem more visibly scared and it was starting to worry me.
"he was scared the whole time. someone from school texted him and asked him if he knew if shownu and minhyuk were seeing each other. a few people have asked him. he ignored them but i think people are starting to figure it out themselves." he was shaking by the time he was done talking.
jaehyun and i were shaking too.
"i don't know if people are saying anything yet, but they might be." ten whispered.
i jumped to my feet and started pacing. my hands were in my hair pulling at it, and my breathing was becoming more heavy.
"i'm gonna die. i'm gonna die. i'm gonna fucking die." i mumbled to myself.
"you won't die. they won't do anything because nobody but us and the boys know the truth. alright? nobody is gonna know, you both are just overthinking." jaehyun stated. he seemed calm, but i knew he was scared too.
if people find out about shownu and minhyuk, me and johnny are gonna be the first two killed by shownus big ass.
they would be so pissed and i'm too young to die. johnny can't fight, neither can i.
we're screwed.
{hehe... hi guys, i'm so sorry i've been gone. the last bit of 2019 was complete shit. i was in and out of the hospital and i was way to depressed to write. BUT new year, new me, right? i am working on some more chapters and i will try to publish more frequently!! i'm feeling so much better and the amount of love and support yall gave this story while i was gone is so amazing, i'm so thankful for you guys enjoying the story!! like 42k?!?!?! thank you all so much!!! it means so much to me❤️❤️
i hope you all had a good holiday season and a happy new year!!!🥰}
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