THE INTERFERENCE

7.

I look down at the cake mix. Should I finish it? What if he comes back in the kitchen? I don't want to see him. I went to grab some aluminum foil and wrapped the bowl up, placing it in the fridge. I grab my phone from the table and ran upstairs, closing and locking my door. Anything crazy in my life that would happen I would always call Savannah to tell her so she can walk me through it. But I felt like this was too far. Hey Savannah, my mom's fiancé and I just made out. Like what? No, I can't tell her that.

I feel on my lips again and I couldn't help but laugh. What the fuck? Why did this happen? What's going to happen next? Shit... is this incest? Of course not, we're not related. I start to pace around me room. What the hell just happened? Do I tell my mom? No. Yes? Maybe. No. Ugh! I'm freaking out. Is he freaking out? I wonder what he's thinking? Was it a good kiss? Eww why am I thinking about that? Why did I admire the way he looked? Why did I actually have fun today? He was staring at me at the theater and told me I had a beautiful smile. He was looking at my lips! He was planning this, right?

Ugh! Who cares? This is gross. I am FREAKING THE FUCK OUT! I go lay on my bed and close my eyes. Shouldn't we talk about it? Maybe he's just going to forget it happened and we should. Although... it was a little nice. His soft lips and never have I had a guy that handsome kiss me before. I kiss one guy before and that was at one of Savannah's parties and it was a dare. Also... it was a peck on the lips. This was a full on kiss. Was I good? Then when he was pressed up against me. I start to smile at the way it made me feel. My face falls to horror realizing this was all wrong! It was all wrong!

I ignore it and went to go and take a shower. When I was done, I peek over the hall to see James and my mom's bedroom door was open. I go back to my room shutting the door and changed. I grab my book-bag and decided to do some homework which was absolutely strange to me because I don't really do homework. I just needed to get my mind off of him. A few hours flew by and I was watching T.V in my room when I hear a knock on my door. Oh no. He wants to talk? Now. Right now? I get up from my bed going to my mirror tucking my hair behind my ears. I turn around to look at my legging making sure I look good in them.

"What the fuck Remi..." I whisper to myself. I walk to the door opening it and my mom smiles at me.

"Umm... hi" she said.

"Oh... hey" I said and she looks at me concerned.

"Not the greeting I was expecting but I'll take it" she says.

"How was your... trip?"

"It was good, lots of partying, to be honest I could of stayed again tonight but I wanted to get home to my family"

"He's not family" I said and my mom stares at me. Yet. He's not family... yet" I say and she smiles.

"I know" she said dangling her hand in front of me showing me her ring. "Anyways, come downstairs"

"No, I'm tired" I lie.

"James is making cake..."

"I don't want any"

"You... don't want cake?" she laughs. "Okay... if you say so" my mom says walking away from my door. I close the door and went back to my bed. Is he going to tell her? Of course not, why would he? Or maybe he will.

When Sunday rolled around, I head downstairs and I didn't hear anyone. I slowly sneak into the kitchen and no one was there. Thank goodness. I make myself some cereal and went to the dining room and sat down scrolling through my phone.

"REMI!" I hear my mom yells. I look up and I hear her coming down the stairs. Oh boy. He told her. This is it! Whos side is she going to take? What did he tell her? What do I say? My mom marches pass the dining room not knowing I'm in here and I could tell she was pissed. I continue to eat my cereal until she finds me in the dining room. "Don't you hear me yelling for you?" she says and I stare at her.