THE INTERFERENCE

18.

I grab his hand and he pulls me more into the bathroom and shuts the door behind me. I stare at myself in the mirror and he stands behind me.

"You sure?" he asked and I bite my lip.

"Yea..." I answered. I wasn't sure at all, I was completely scared out of my mind. He comes closer to me and wraps his hands around my waist grabbing a hold of the top of my leggings. He kisses my neck when I feel him starting to take off my leggings. I stare in the mirror as he bends down and my leggings go with him. Oh boy! This is happening! This... is... happening. I stare at my black undies and I was thankful that I shaved yesterday. James then grabs my panties and slowly started pulling them down and I close my eyes. Oh boy. This is so embarrassing. Why am I so embarrassed of my body?

He then stands up and takes the hem of my shirt and started to pull it over my head. Once it's off, he drops it to the ground and I stare at him in the mirror. I feel him take the clasp of my bra unhooking it and he starts to take it off. His lips connect with my neck and I feel his tongue dance on me. I smile and look down.

"I think you're absolutely beautiful" he says pressing up behind me and I look at him in the mirror. He does? Really? "Step in" he says opening the door to my left. The steam leaves the shower and I step in facing the water letting it hit me in my face. I smile at the fact that this was my first time showing a guy my body and he wasn't disgusted about it. I hear the door shut and I turn around and James was behind me and I smile at him. "Nice right?" he says.

"Yes" I answered and he smiles stepping into the water. He leans his head back as the water hits his face. I watch as the water drips from him and GAHDAMN was he so handsome. I'm jealous my mom gets this man. How'd she find him? James looks down at me and smiles. I reach up to caress his face placing my lips on him. He holds onto my hips and I feel him against me. His hands travel down to my ass and I feel him rub against me. Oh no. Are we about to have sex? I wasn't prepared? He needs protection, right? Ugh! I can't. I pull away from him and he stares at me. "Towel?" I asked and he laughs and reaches behind me grabbing a towel.

"Soap too right?" he says and I smile. We both wash and something about James staring at me the entire time, turned me on. Once we were done, James steps out of the shower and grabs a big towel wrapping it around his waist. He grabs another one and hands it to me as I step out the shower.

"Thanks" I said wrapping up in it.

"How was it?" he asked walking to his closet and I follow him.

"Actually... not too bad" I said and he smirks and looks through his clothes. I stare at him and started to think. I need to do it now. I need to ask him. It's now or never. "James..."

"Remi" he says.

"What are we doing?"

"What do you mean?"

"Us... what are we doing?" I asked and he looks at me and shakes his head.

"Nothing. This is all just for fun... and our secret" he says looking back at his clothes.

"Fun?"

"Yes..."

"That's all?"

"What'd you think it was?" he asked and I don't respond. I bite my lip and he looks at me. "What'd you think it was?"

"So you don't like me at all?" I asked and he looks at me confused.

"What?"

"I mean why do you do these things with me?"

"You asked me to" he said walking up to me.

"I asked you to?"

"Yes! That night you came to my office, you told me you wanted to be touched" he says and I stare at him.