You kill me (in a good way)

If you can't hang

 Jamie and I were in Paris for about a week when I got a call from my brother Kellin. “Kali me and missy had a fight I need you to come home soon as possible. She swore up-and-down that she needed help with something and then she decided to blow up at me for no reason. I just need my sister here to help get her out of my life for good, and I know you're the only person I will trust with that. Please just please get here soon. I love you see you when you get here." My brother Kellin has never asked me for my help in his life. So I felt the need that I had to be there for him.

“Kellin I'm on my way. I will be there soon as possible." I said when I called him back. About 2 hours later we landed at the airport, I had to rush to the car in order to get to my brothers on time before he Starting to freak out completely. The bad thing about Kellin is he does tend to freak out my house when it comes to girls. Missy is probably one of the worst person for him to be with.

When I got to Kellin's place every things cleaned out. Not his stuff but hers. The next thing I know he is barbecuing in the backyard. this is what I was trying to avoid, Kellin tends to get very creative when you break up with someone. I love my brother but this is crazy even for him.

He invited everyone we know. When everyone got there he served everyone steaks the way he knows we like them. "Ok Kellin I love you, but what is going on with you? This is one of the craziest things you have ever done." I asked him.

“Actually Kali its um really the best thing that has ever done. Missy And I just didn't work out as well as people thought. I really should have gotten rid of her a long time ago." He response to my question.

We all had an amazing time when Jaime's sister shows up wanting to talk to Mike. Jaime's sister is named Ashley Lauren, her and Mike have had an on again off again relationship before Jaime and I even got together four years ago. mike and Ashley are not the only 2 that have had an off and on again relationship, Jamie and I have had them for the last 4 years.

When they came back into the room Mike was all happy. Knowing what they had done I just dropped the subject. My brother on the other hand said something about them having sex in his spare bedroom. He also said that I was going to be staying in that room until after he got Kathy to agree to marry him again.

Kathy called me two days. "Kali, I was wondering are you at Kellin's cause I really need to talk to you about him." She asked me. I knew it was serious cause she never called me Kali if it wasn't. "Yeah Kathy I'm at Kellin's. Come over to the house and we can talk about it. Kellin went to see his parents so he won’t be back for a few days." I said hoping she was ok. "Ok, I'll be there in an hour. Thank you so much Kal." Kathy said hanging up the phone.

I starting thinking about the day Kathy started calling me Kal instead of Kali. 

It was about three years ago… FLASHBACK

I was sitting down next to my brother on our way to California to play a show and Kathy was sitting on the other side of Kell. We were all talking about what we were going to do after the show and I was upset because Jaime and I had, had a fight the night before. I refused to talk to him about it because I just didn't want to be around any boys. I stayed near my brother and the band because Kellin was always there for me even when I didn't need him, the boys are the same way none of them tried hitting on me since the band started, they did try a few times at first, and they are like more brothers that my parents never had. I mean yeah my parents had two other kids, both boys, but the guys were like a bunch of older brothers I needed from time to time. I wouldn't be able to get on with my life if not for them. 

Once that was settled and the boys went to perform I was in the back lounge just thinking to myself. I couldn't help that I started crying. I missed Jaime so much but I also knew I needed to get over it otherwise I would never be happy. I am guessing that Kathy heard me crying and talking to myself so she came in and asked, "Kal, are you ok? I just came back to the bus and I heard you crying and talking to someone." I couldn't even answer her I just cried and cried. I ended up falling asleep in her lap.

END FLASHBACK

For some reason I always feel/felt close to her every since that night. When I am having guy trouble I talk to the guys but I always call Kat when I need a good girls night out. 

I heard the door open and Kat came and sat down next to me. 

"Ok, Kali I don't know what I am going to do. Kellin keeps calling me and calling me. I have like 3 voicemails from him in the last few hours. I am still in love with the boy, but I don't want to get hurt by him again." She tells me. I look at her and tell her, "Kathy, Kellin loves you. He knows what he did in the past and he has admitted to me several times in the last few days the he mad a huge mistake letting you go. He just wants to show you he isn't the same guy he was back then. He has changed, not as much as he probably should but he knows what he wants and he is determinded to keep it this time... and what he wants is you."