You kill me (in a good way)

Your Guardian Angel

After our conversation Vic and I both when to bed. When I woke up, I learned that it had been three months since that night. It felt like yesterday to me because I fell into a coma that night. My brother was there with me every step of the way. I felt bad for making him and Kathy miss the day they wanted to get married but they both told me there is always next year and that it was best that they didn't marry right now. They wanted to see if it worked for a year before they decided to tie the knot. My phone started to ring. I know because I heard Jaime's ring-tone it was 'Whiskey Lullaby' by Brad Paisley and Alison Krauss. I set it to that the day he broke up with me so I always knew he was calling. Kellin answered my phone for me. “Hello Jaime. Yes Kali is ok. Yes she finally woke up. If you don't mind can you tell Vic. I am sure he would like to come and see her. Oh and tell Tony as well. I already texted Ashley and Mike they are on their way. Ok, good-bye Jaime.” I smiled when my brother said Vic's name. I missed him even if it only felt like a few hours since I have seen him to me.

My phone rang again but this time it was 'Your Guardian Angel' by The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus. I knew exactly who was calling. “Kellin, can you hand me my phone. I want to answer this one.” My brother handed me my phone like I asked. “Hello Victor-bear. How are you?” I couldn't stop smiling. “Kali-co your awake. Oh thank god. I was so worried about you. Kellin told me to go ahead and go home so I could work on the music. When Jaime told me you were awake I had to call and make sure. He hasn't been to happy with me lately. He found out about what we talked about in the hospital because Mike said something since he was listening to the whole conversation.”

Aww my poor Victor-bear was having issues with the band because of me. My smile faded and I was looking off into space and Kellin took my phone from me. “Hey Vic its Kellin. Kali just kind of spaced out. What did you say to her? Oh that would explain it. Well just get here as soon as you can I could tell when she heard her phone go off and it was you that she misses you. I know you have man that why I am saying get here as soon as you can. Oh your in the parking lot. Perfect, I will send Kathy to come and get you Kali's room was changed a month ago. Bye Vic.” I finally came back to Earth and Kathy wasn't in the room. I looked at Kellin confused. “While I was on the phone with Vic he had told me he was in the parking lot so I asked Kathy to go and get him. I didn't want him getting lost.” My brother told me. He was always very helpful when I needed him. I loved that about Kellin. “Thank you Kell.” Just as I finished talking Kathy and Vic came in.

Vic ran up next to me and hugged me. “Oh my gosh Kali-co. I have missed you so much over the last three months. I felt bad about leaving you here. I have visited as much as I could but lately its been kind of hard.” He said as he kept hugging me. I smiled he smelled so good, then again he always has. “Victor-Bear its ok. I understand. You had to work. I can't expect you to drop everything because of me. I am sorry about Jaime though. I hope he doesn't leave the band over this. I have missed you too even if to me if feels like I just saw you a few hours ago.” I just wanted him to kiss me and make me feel better. He let me go from the hug and leaned in but Jaime, Mike and Ashley all walked into the room. He pulled away from me as he heard them.

“Kali, your ok. I had to get Mike out of bed so we could come and make sure nobody stole your phone pretending to be Kellin.” Ashley came over and gave me a hug. Ashley was like a sister to me. She was just like my brother when it came to me being happy and unharmed. She was the sister my parents never gave me. I love my little brothers I do but I always did want a little sister. So Ashley was the sister I never thought I would have. Mike looked at me and joined Ashley's hug. Jaime just stayed as far away from me as possible. I knew he was mad about me and Vic but he was going to have to get over it. I loved Vic and nothing he said or did was going to change that.

“Kali, I need to talk to you alone if you don't mind.” Jaime said to me knowing I had a problem with that but I decided since I didn't give him a chance to talk in months I may as well let him. Everyone went outside the door leaving me and Jaime in my hospital room alone with the door closed. “Why Kali? Of all people why my band mate?” He said knowing I didn't know what I was going to say. “Jaime, I don't know how to answer that. The night you caught me kiss him was the first time and I didn't even know what I was doing. He stayed at Kellin's house with me until Kellin came home and I guess I just started to feel something for him. Something more than my usual friend something. I know you don't like that it was Vic but I told you I wasn't going to do this back and forth shit with you. I meant that. I can't keep this up. You know I want a family I want to get married and I want to see my kids grow up instead of on their 18th birthday be shipped of to a retirement home. I want to play with them and enjoy my life. With what you and I have been doing the last four years isn't the right path for me. You know I love you but it was time to move on I'm sorry” I was looking away from him the whole time. I don't know what happened next but Jaime started yelling. He told me he wasn't going to quit the band but I had a choice I had to make. If I was going to be with Vic than to tell him and he will stop trying and try and move on. If I was going to give him a chance to prove he can make my dreams come true then let him know and he will. I past out before everyone came back in.