Chapter 4//Emilio

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When Ruban kept hugging me, I had a feeling inside.  Like that feeling you get when you just started to like someone.

Ivan gone up to the room and I looked at Ruban, he had that look in his eyes that he wanted to say something.

I love Ivan, like not Just Brotherly love more like, I fell madly in love with Ivan.  But I got feelings for Ruban too, so who ever comes gets me. 

But Ivan did kiss me and I loved that, he hold my hand and I loved that too so he is trying to tell me something.  But Ruban had been asking to go out with him on dates and I just never told Ivan.

So in reality Ruban got to me first, I really do like Ruban but I love Ivan.

Ruban-Hey can I talk to you
Emilio-Yeah sure
Ruban-So, we have been going out now for about a month and I was wondering if we could take it the next step
Emilio-What do you mean
Ruban-You know, like going public about what we are
Emilio-What are we
Ruban-Will you be my boyfriend

I stopped, I looked at him and he was scared I know that. I don't know what to do, should I give up on Ivan and go for Ruban or should I reject Ruban and go after Ivan still?

Emilio-I mean, I don't know
Ruban-I really like you Em, if you don't I get it
Emilio-I really like you too just, what the hell, I will be your boyfriend

He smailed and then grabbed my neck and kissed me, I kissed back and grabbed him.  I don't know how Ivan's going to like this.

I hope Ivan is ok with this, if he is a good brother he would let me see other people for now.  But I really love Ivan but Ruban and I are doing really good and yeah.

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