Just Brotherly Love-Emivan

49//Emilio

2 months later
I woke up and Ivan wasn't there, Galaxy was still sleeping and I got up and she woke up.

I let her outside and soon Ivan came back,

Ivan-Your awake
Emilio-Yeah, why wouldn't I be
Ivan-That rat poison did work
Emilio-Shut up

Ivan hugged me and I hugged back, what's going on with him, I guess it's something to do with his past.

I let Galxay back in and Ivan was playing with her, soon we laid on the couch together and I thought about the first time me kissed each other.  That was so perfect.

Ivan-What you thinking about
Emilio-Nothing just about how this all happened
Ivan-I know this is crazy
Emilio-Oh yeah
Ivan-Yeah, I never thought I would have you today
Emilio-I know, I never thought that eather

I looked at Ivan and Ivan looked at me and smiled, I smiled back and I pulled him close, he kissed my head and he played with my hair.

I started to fell asleep and I did but when Ivan covered me up and left somewhere.  I don't know where but right now I couldn't even think about that I was too tired.

When I woke up Ivan was sitting by my head and watching a movie. He had his arm around my neck and ai moved up.

Ivan-Good morning sleepy head
Emilio-What time is it
Ivan-Only noon
Emilio-Oh ok, what are we watching
Ivan-Gray Anatomy
Emilio-Oh ok

I laid there and watched it with him, he soon got up and went to the kitchen.  I got up and went to the bathroom but I heard Galaxy barking like crazy.

When I got out of that bathroom, Ivan was no where.  When I got into the kitchen and walked behind the counter he was laying on the ground.

Emilio-Ivan
Ivan-Today was me and Isaac's 3 year anniversary
Emilio-Ok get up, your getting in your bad spot
Ivan-I can't, I can't move baby
Emilio-It's ok

I can't force him to move because that will make this worst.  I went to the couch and grabbed a pillow and blanket, I put the pillow and set it on my lap.  I covered him up and I set his head on the pillow.

Ivan-I can't believe I was so stupid to trust this guy
Emilio-He is the one that is stupid baby, you can beat yourself up

Ruban soon came and Ivan got scared.  I think he thought it was Ruban.

Emilio-It's Ruban Iv it's only Ruban
Ruban-What's wrong
Emilio-He is in a state of mind
Ruban-Is he going to be ok
Emilio-I'm to scared to take him to the couch, I don't want to make this worst
Ruban-Want me to call his counselor
Emilio-No I got this
Ruban-I know just I don't want to see him the way he was

I looked down at him and I put his hair, I don't want that eather.

Emilio-If he isn't better by tomorrow then we well call him but let's just wait, today would have been Isaac's and him 3 year anniversary
Ruban-Ok, just do you need anything
Emilio-No I'm fine

I just sat there and Ivan breathing was going down but he was still not talking or anything.

Emilio-How you doing
Ivan-I'm cold
Emilio-I can help you to the bed
Ivan-Isaac is not here right
Emilio-No he is gone baby

I helped Ivan up and we were almost to the door but then Ray came barging in and being loud.  Ivan grabbed on to me tight and I grabbed him.

Ray-Oh shit is Ivan ok
Emilio-Your ok Iv
Ray-I'm sorry Iv
Emilio-He is having a hard time today so just keep the noice down
Ray-I came to see Ruban
Emilio-He's up in his room
Ray-Ok

Ray went up and I sat down with Ivan, I was kinda blaming myself for this because if I would have just said no to Ruban, Ivan wouldn't meet Isaac.  Went I thought Ivan was asleep I kissed his head and he smiled.

Emilio-I'm sorry Iv, you shouldn't have to go though this, your way to handsome to deal with this.
Ivan-It's not your fault
Emilio-I know, I know it's not