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i'm sorry

Federico's POV.

I can feel my blood boiling. I start to hate Luna, wow I can't believe there was a time I loved her. Ludmila doesn't want to see me, I went to talk to her in the Studio but she doesn't want to listen to me and also she said that she doesn't care. It hurts to hear something like that from the person you..no I don't even want to admit it.

In the morning I went downstairs to eat something before going to Studio. Everyone was already having a breakfast.

I greeted everyone and sat down between Priscila and Violetta. To my surprise Ludmila was sitting next to Luna.

Everyone was silent until Vilu spoke.

"So how's going with the song guys? You should perform 'Rescata mi corazon" as I remember,right?"

Ludmila was all quite so I started to speak for us both.

"Yep, it is going pretty well. We're gonna see how it'll go today."

"I know you'll be fine, you look really good on the stage together.." says German and then realizes what he had said. "I mean.."

"I'm done, Vilu you coming with me?" asks Ludmila and stands up. I hate seeing her like this. She wants to avoid me so bad and everyone can see it.

"Uhm..okay, you coming guys?" asks Vilu.

"Yeah I'm coming, let's goo!!" I haven't finished yet but I don't want to go to  Studio alone, with her.

"I asked only you Violetta." Says Ludmila.

"I'm gonna come with you." Luna ignores her,  looks at me and her eyes are like begging me to say 'yes'. But I didn't. I just turned around and went outside.

We went to the Studio and the whole time the only person who was talking was Vilu. The rest of us were silent.

When we were already there I remembered that my first class is with Ludmila. We need to practice a dance for our song. I went to the dressing room to change, after that I was in the classroom waiting for her to come.

She entered the room.

"Hey." I said.

"Hi.." she answered and went to play the music.

"Are you ready?" I ask.

"I'm always ready." she answers.

I just smile at her. I love her confidence. I don't only like her, she inspires me so much.

As the song starts playing and we start dancing I start thinking that everytime when I'm around her I can feel my heart pounding, it feels like it's going to jump out. Her smile drives me crazy, there's nothing as beautiful as her smile. I love her charisma, she always knows what she wants even when she's not in the mood.

Sometimes I feel like I can talk about her non stop and not get bored. At the end there's a dance move that she needs to turn around and fall on me, so I can catch her.

Right at that moment I look right into her eyes and I can feel that she's uncomfortable with it.

"Talk to me..please" I just beg her. I can't breath when she looks at me like this.

She looks away.

"I'm sorry..sorry for what you saw the other day. And I will repeat it hundred times if you want that I like you, and only you. No one else. I forgot about her you have to believe me.."

"Then what was that kiss Fede?" she looks at me again with her head high.

"Ludmi, I know you won't believe me but she did that on purpose so you can see us.."

"Stop Federico, you told me to come to that place..to see you with her, huh? To feel bad?!" She narrows her eyes. I can't understand what is she talking about.

"What? What do you mean..I didn't tell you anything like that." I start.

"You sended me a text message. Now I am sure you have an amnesia, Jesus.." she takes her phone from her bag and shows me the message.

"I-I didn't send this I swear..it's from unknown number.."

"Don't play dumb..I know it's you.." she says.

"I know who did this..it was her, she sent you this so you would come and see us together.." I answer.

"Whatever Fede." She rolls her eyes. "we need to work together for a long time that's why I will forget about this." She says and turns her head.

"Thank you." I say as I go to hug her. She steps back.

"Ludmila..I can't see you like this, I want you to trust me, I really like you and I want to be with you. I'll show you, you'll see that you can trust me. I want that so bad.." I look at her features and what I can see is just more than beautiful. She looked at me with tears in her eyes and that was enough for me for that day.

I pull her and hug her as tight as I can. Like someone or something was going to steal her from me and only the idea of it killed me.

I wanted to say that three words to her in that exact moment but I thought that I'm gonna ruin everything, so I will wait. As much as she wants me to wait, I'll wait for her I promise.

"I'll wait for you I promise Ludmila." I say and kiss her on her forehead.

"I hope so.." she mumbles something under her nose.

And of course someone needed to ruin that unbelievable moment for me. That someone was Camila.

She started.

"Hey Ludmi..O-oh..ehh I'm sorry I-I'm gonna go."

When Ludmi hears her voice she pushes me away quickly and stands up.

"No, no come Camila, we've already finished. Bye.." she says and goes out giving me a look at the end.

"What.was.that.Fede!?" Camila makes sure that she's gone, comes closer to me and whispers.

"Nothing." I smile. Deep down I knew that that nothing was something really great. Greater than anything.

"Oh I see.." she smiles back.

"Okay Cami I'm going too, the class is yours. Bye." I kiss her on the cheek and run outside.

"Bye-bye.." she yells.

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Whatever this chapter is I love it. I love imagining them together. I wish I had a boyfriend like Federico. Would you like to have a bf like him? 🙈💜  Xx