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Ludmila's POV.

We sang together "Rescata mi corazón". The song that he wrote just for me. I'm really mad because he is going to perform this song with Lunitta on the show.

We went down the stage and went straight to everyone. The girls were already sitting with the guys.

"Heey it was amazing!!" said Vilu while standing up to hug us.

"I know Vilu, thanks." I said and hugged her back.

As we were talking someone came up to us and that someone's voice was so familiar and annoying for my ears.

"Heyy everyone, I got some drinks." she said while putting everything on the table. Then she noticed that we were there too. I was there too. "Oh..girls..Ludmi what a surprise to see you here."

If you didn't realize it was Lunitta. My favorite human being on this earth.

"No it's an actual surprise to see you here, darling." I said raising my eyebrows at her and laughing.

As the girls started giggling I looked around and noticed that Gerry was there too. Wow. What a great night for me and Violetta. But it's okay. No one's gonna ruin it I told myself.

"Fede mi amor, come with me to breathe some fresh air it's hot here.." I whispered on his ear.

"Yeah,sure." he answered and followed me.

As we got outside and I made sure that no one was following us I started.

"Federico, I really want to believe whatever you'll tell me right now.." I said whisper-shouting.

"Ludmila what do you mean?" when he said that it felt like someone hit with something hard on my head.

For a moment I was silent. Then I screamed.

"WHAT DO I MEAN?! Oh my God...calm down Ludmi, calm down.."

"But Ludmila-" he started.

"Do not 'Ludmila' me,okay?! What is she doing here? Huh? Tell me! You didn't tell me that you are coming to this place because you had a date with her?!" I wasn't just angry I was furious and also disappointed.

"No Ludmila,listen what are you talking about?! She came here because my dad called me today and he was really mad. Our family's are really close and they didn't know that we broke up, so..Luna told them and he called me saying that I was really cruel and that Luna didn't deserve something like that.." he sighed then continued.

"I told him that I've never loved her that it was all PR for YouMix, he was shocked but then I also told him that I love another girl and he said that I need to do something so Luna doesn't tell about this YouMix because we still have a contract. So I invited her to discuss everything and she agreed, she's not gonna tell anything YouMix until next week. Our contract is ending on next week.."

I couldn't believe my ears. He lied to me. All this time.

"Fede..you lied to me? I am dating you while you're still in a relationship with another girl by a contract! How could you? "

"No please Lu, don't.. I'm so sorry, oh god.." he came closer to me but I took a step back.

"You could've told me, I would wait for you and understand.." I said and felt my eyes filling with tears. "But you lied to me, why? Why Fede? What was the point? To hurt me?"

He wanted to say something but I interrupted him.

"Well, if you wanted to hurt me then well done.." I started clapping sarcastically. "You did a geat job."

"Lu, please listen to me I have to say.."

"Stop calling me that way.I'm not your girlfriend, you already have one, right? Huh.." I looked down. "Why do you always push me away when I want to get closer to you Federico.."

He got closer to me to hug me and say something but I didn't listen. I just ran away.

Away from him.

I didn't want this night to be ruined. And this time it wasn't my fault and it was hard to deal with.

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I got home and went straight to my room, locked the door and laid in bed.

"What are you doing to me Federico..." I said to myself.

Then I heard a knock on a door. I didn't want to open the door or talk to anyone so I didn't say anything.

"It's me. Violetta. If you want to talk Ludmi, you can come to my room. I had a hard night too.." she said and left.

Of course she did have a hard night, cause I saw Gerry there. I sat in silence for couple of minutes then realized that I need to talk to someone.

I went to Vilu's room and opened the door.

"Hey, come in.." she said while closing her diary. I could see that she was crying too.

"Vilu, what's wrong?" I said and sat down on the corner of her bed.

"Leon and Gerry are dating.."

"What? Who told you that?" I asked.

"Gerry. We were alone with the girls and Cami asked her why is she here? She said that Leon invited her and that they're dating.." she said looking down.

"And you believed her. Vilu don't be silly, talk to Leon first, she can lie to you easily just to make a tension between you and him." I put my hand on her knee.

"I don't even know, they even sang together..it feels like I've lost him, forever this time.." she sighed.

"Ohh.." I hugged her.

"It's okay,I'm gonna be fine. What's with you and Fede?" she asked.

"He is still dating to Luna, by their contract." she looked at me with an amazed face. "Yes, you heard it right."

"Ludmi, why didn't he tell you?"

"I don't know. But whatever it is, it's over. I don't want to have someone beside me that lies to me all the time.." I answered.

"Love is hard." she said and we both started laughing. We started laughing but we knew that it was not from happiness it was from sadness, it was because of love, cause love is really hard..

We laid down on her bed in silence. Each of us was thinking about her problems but it felt so good and so right that moment. It felt so right to have her lying beside me and no one else. That moment I realized how lucky I am to have a sister like her.

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Oh poor Ludmi..💜🙈

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