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are you avoiding me?

Ludmila's POV.

I can't believe Federico wanted to say something important to me and I can guess what was that. I mean yeah, we are together, I'm his girlfriend, he's my boyfriend and stuff  but I don't think that I'm ready to hear what he really wants to tell me.

I think I'm too afraid to face the fact that I love Federico and that maybe he does too. I'm afraid to get hurt. Again..

After Studio I found Vilu in her room. I really wanted someone to talk to right now.

"Vilu!!" I said running inside.

"What? What Ludmila? What happened? Are you okay?" she was writing in her diary but when she saw me she jumped a little.

"Yes, yes something really bad happened Violetta. You don't have an idea.." I said dramatically and sat down.

"What's that..?" she asked with a weird expression on her face.

"Federico.." I started while breathing heavily.

"What, what with Fede??!"

"He was about to tell me that he loves me." I said whispering the last part.

"Jesus Christ Ludmila!!" she hit me with a pillow. "Are you freaking crazy? I thought something bad happened.."

"Violetta isn't this something bad??"

"No!! It's so amazing he wanted to tell you about his feelings. And that's truly amazing because you're together and..it's just so beautiful to have someone in your life that loves you and cares about you.." I could see that she was about to cry.

"Vilu..I'm sorry I forgot about you and Leon.." I grabbed her hand.

"Me and Leon broke up..officially.." she said and burst out crying.

"Oh Vilu, honey.." I hugged her and we sat like that for couple of minutes. I started whispering.

"You know when people say if you love someone let them go, set them free or whatever bullshit they cooked up to just put up a quote on their damned meme. Forget about that. If I love someone I'm gonna hold on to that person with my both hands. With my feet too, cuz this ship ain't gonna sail without me." I hugged her even tighter.

"You are right. But I think that he doesn't love me anymore Ludmi, and you need to follow your advice more than I do..." she smiled and she had a point. I want to think about it alone.

"Okay whatever it is sister you know you always have me. And you can talk to me whenever. I think you're tired and you need to sleep." she nodded.

"Good night." I said before going.

"Thank you Ludmila." I turned around she was smiling at me. I nodded and left the room.

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The next day. At the Studio.

"Hey Ludmi, wait." It was Naty. I turned around.

"Oh hey Nat, sorry didn't see you there."

"It's okay." she said smiling. "I wanted to tell you that me and the girls are going to  karaoke today in the evening, you coming with us?"

"Who are the girls?" I asked.

"Oh Ludmi, it's Vilu, Fran, Cami.."

"Uhm I thought Fran and Cami aren't talking to each other." I said.

"No, it's Diego and Broduey, their boyfriends. It doesn't have anything to do with them."

"But it's their boyfriends..it does.." I said not understanding.

"Aahh Ludmi, you coming or not??" she grabbed my hand.

"Yeah sure I'm coming, ain't nobody is going to party without Ludmila aka the life of the party." I said smiling.

"Yes, you pointed it right. Okay, I gotta go. See ya.." she said before leaving me alone.

I think a night out with girls is a great idea since each of us is not talking to their men. I mean I have forgiven Fede but whatever...I need to be there for Vilu.

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At the party.

We were already at the karaoke with the girls. Drinking, dancing, singing and having fun. It was my turn to sing so I headed to the stage.

"Quién le pone límite al deseo?
Cuando se quiere triunfar
No importa nada lo que quiero
Es cantar y bailar
La diferencia esta aquí adentro
En mi circuito mental

Soy una estrella destinada a brillar

Oh, oh, oh, somos el exito
Oh, oh, oh, somos magnéticos
Oh, oh, oh, somos lo maximo
Onde sea donde sea
Voy llegar

Quién le pone límite al deseo?
Cuando se quiere triunfar
No importa nada lo que quiero
Es cantar y bailar
La diferencia esta aquí adentro
En mi circuito mental
Soy una estrella destinada a brillar

Oh, oh, oh, somos el exito
Oh, oh, oh, somos magnéticos
Oh, oh, oh, somos lo maximo
Onde sea donde sea
Voy llegar

Oh, oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh, oh.."

I was singing the last part with my eyes closed and when I opened them I couldn't believe it.

What are they doing here?!

I got back to the girls and they were as shocked as me.

"What are they doing here?" said Vilu.

"My God, we need to go." added Francesca grabbing Cami's hand.

"No we don't, sit down and do not move. We came here first. I bet they heard that we wanna come and that's why they've come here." I said looking at them. "I'm gonna talk to them."

"No Ludmi, please sit down." Said Vilu pulling my hand down.

"Please Violetta, have fun I'm gonna deal with it." I answered and walked up to them.

"Hello there." I said looking at Maxi. He was sitting near the bar and drinking a glass of juice. There were also Leon, Andres and Broduey.

"Oh...Ludmila..hey?" he said surprised.

"Ludmila?" said the voice behind me. I turned around. He's there too!!? Oh great.

"Why are you here?" I asked him.

"Uhm, why  can't I be?" Fede answered.

"You didn't tell me that you're going to this place.." I said.

"You didn't either Ludmila." he answered.

"Oh well.." I wanted to go but he held my arm.

"Wait.." he was looking into my eyes. "Why are you avoiding me?"

"What? Pff, I'm not Fede.." I said looking at the ceiling.

"Yes you are..what happened to us? You said that you forgive me but then you stopped talking to me. What did I do this time?" oh well he didn't do anything. I really want him in my life, it's so empty without him.

"Let's sing together.." I said before a pause. A huge smile appeared on his face. I love seeing him happy.

"Always ready." he said before kissing me.

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