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why did you leave me?

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Ludmi's POV.

"Gabe can you calm down for God's sake?" I yelled at him. We are in my room and he now knows that me and Fede are going to perform together, so he's been walking left and right for twenty minutes. That kinda pissed me off.

"No, no I can't. You don't understand Ludmila, you cannot perform with him." he said and finally stopped walking.

"And why?" I asked him as if I didn't know.

"Oh c'mon, you know why." he answered furrowing his brows. "Just, be careful, I'm thinking about you.."

"I'll be fine, he's just a friend. Nothing serious will happen, we'll just perform a song." I said calming him down.

"I hope so.." he sighed and ran his hand through his hair.

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In the evening I went downstairs and saw Fede in the living room with a book in his hands. But he was clearly not reading it. He was just holding it and looking at the wall with blank stare.

"Hello, is anybody here?" I waved in front of his eyes. He blinked twice and then noticed me.

"Oh Lu, yeah, sorry..I was just...just thinking, you know." he said and I nodded.

"Bad boy got problems?" I crossed my arms and smiled.

He chuckled.

"No. It's just..can I ask you something?"

"Yea, go ahead." I said sitting down next to him. He put his book on the table and after a second continued.

"Why..uh..why did you leave me?" he asked looking down at his hands.

"Fede..."

"No, don't answer, sorry. My fault. What an idiot I am. I'm sorry, forget it." he started to apologize.

"Wait Fede, it's okay." I took his hand and his eyes met mine. "But I think you know why we broke up."

"Yea because of Luna and my stupid mistake but..I thought you would wait for me.." he said and I could hear the pain in his voice.

I sighed.

"I told you why. You didn't call me or text me all summer.." I answered but he interrupted me.

"Wait, wait, wait hold on." he shook his head and let out a laugh. "Do you think that's a good reason to date someone else?"

I wanted to open my mouth but he continued.

"And please, don't say that you didn't or don't love me Ludmila. I know you do..at least you did." he chuckled. "Was that a kind of..revenge or something? Cause I-I don't understand what you did.."

"No, no Fede don't you dare to think that it was a revenge.." I said confused.

"Oh really? Then tell me.."

"What?" I asked.

"Do you really love him?" I couldn't look into his eyes anymore so I looked down.

"I knew it.." he chuckled again.

"Yes." I said and his face turned to face me and he looked astonished. "Yes, I do love him."

We looked at each other for a minute then he bit his lip and looked at my lips. He turned his face away and kept biting his lip.

"Tell me one more thing and I'll let you go." he said still looking away. I nodded. " If it wasn't a revenge, why did you sign a contract with YouMix?" he faced me and my jaw dropped. How did he know?

"Tell me." he raised his eyebrows.

"How do you know?" I asked and he laughed.

"Just answer." he sighed.

"Listen, even if I signed with YouMix that has nothing to do with my and Gabe's relationship." I said quickly.

"I don't know, maybe you got in a relationship with him cause YouMix forced you and you also wanted to make me jealous, so you agreed. Also why did you hide from me that you're in YouMix? You thought that I wouldn't know?" he laid back putting his arms behind his head. "Well, Marotti told me that you're in YouMix now. And I think that all of this, I mean your relatinship, is a scam and you still love me." he smirked.

I swallowed hard but acted cool. I started laughing.

"Wow, I'm speechless." I said clapping and wiping away my invisible tears from laughter. "Ah Fede, I'm not like you, I'm with him cause I love him and he treats me the way you never did."

He straightened himself and furrowed his brows. I continued.

"Also, believe me I would never sign a piar relationship contract. I'm not blind like some people." I said meaning him behind some people.

"Okay we got it..." he said not wanting to remember the story when he accidently signed the conract that Luna made. "Why didn't you tell me then about the YouMix?"

"Why would I? Again, you didn't call me or anything..also why do you even care?" I asked confused. "You also have a girlfriend. So deal with it. We're just gonna perform one song and that's it."

He came closer to me and looked straight into my eyes.

"Okay." he said still looking into my eyes then at my lips. "But if you're lying.."

"I'm not." I said quickly.

"Fine." he answered, looked at my lips one last time, stood up and went upstairs.

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☁ holymoly Ludmi what are you doing?! also i love this new bad boy Federico, like send me a bf like him by mail, i'll take it, my e-mail is 04zemfira_meloyan04@mail.ru, thanks lol. xx ☁