Wolf

Chapter 17

I wake up at 3am to the sound of Ash knocking on my door.

"Thought we could cuddle before training" Ash whispers as he shuffles his way through my cracked open bedroom door and realises; im hiding behind it because I'm in my panties.

Ash quickly shuts the door, I'm assuming so no one can see me. Even though no one is awake at this god forsaken time because we need to be up for training in a god damn hour.

"You look annoyed, you're doing your arms folded thing" Ash comments.

"Maybe because its 3 in the morning and I have to be up at 4 to train with you and lets not forget I went to bed at 12 and had some weird manic episode last night where I saw shit from your eyes"

"I don't want to think about that right now or talk about it, I just wanted to spend some time with you"

"Arent there enough hours in the day to spend time together later Ash?" I didn't mean to be rude but I'm not much of a morning person and I was still annoyed about being woken up so early.

"So you want me to leave?" Ash asked, it sounded rhetorical, he wouldn't leave unless I forced him to.

"No, you're here now and Im already awake might as well spend some time together"

"Might as well?" Ash asked with a tone, he was being a smartass.

"Do you want to spoon me or not Ash?" I asked, hoping to get his attention.

"Woah, settle down girl you on heat or something?" Ash asked jokingly.

"I'm not a dog Ash"

"Neither am I"

"Technically you are" I continued.

Ash and I stared at eachother Awkwardly for a moment.

I decided to crawl back into bed, tapping the spot behind me I invited Ash to get into bed with me and cuddle for the remaining time we had together before training comenced at 4.

Ash and I headed to training seperately, it was his idea to ensure no one would see us together.

I dont know why he's so strict on making sure we stay a secret, I'm pretty sure Mr Dawson was the one who told me there are ways to tell when an Alpha finds his Luna.

Once training started Ash became the strict Alpha training instructor once again and treated me the same way he treated every other member in the pack.

Push-ups, sit-ups, squats and every other stretch and excercise technique was shoved in our 5 hour training session as well as meditation and sparring.

I was wrecked by breakfast and still had more shit to do in my day.

Its 12 o'clock and I still had two hours left of studying until I can have a few hours break to myself.

I'm so bored, I hate routine and I hate following rules, Im tired and hungry again and Im so sick of Ash just assuming I want to spend all my free time with him, sometimes I just want to be alone.

Hes been way to harsh on me during training. I don't turn into a wolf like him and everyone else in his pack.

I'm just a weirdo who does weird magical things; I don't know what it is or what to call it.

Ash kept picking at me for not being as strong as the rest or not being as fast, not using my initiative during combat, being too easy to read with my feelings. He says I need to try harder and push myself more.

I feel like nothing's ever good enough for him right now.

"Sanza, you okay?" I looked up from my textbook and realised my teacher was standing in front of my desk expressing a look of concern, looking around the library I noticed the rest of the class had already left.

"Yeah" I stuttered out, still looking around myself in shock I quickly pulled out the mobile Mr Dawson gave me;  to check on the time.

Class just finished, it's now 2 o'clock.

"Are you sure you're okay Miss Dawson?" My teacher asked again, truly looking concerned as he looked down at the table in front of me.

Following his gaze I saw what caused his concern, but before he could ask me anymore questions I snapped my textbook shut; whiped the blood off my nose and gathered my things quickly, trying not to meet his gaze as I rushed towards Mr Dawsons private study room.