Perfect Imperfections - A Graser10 Fanfiction

Chapter 8 - Pictures

I was dreaming about eating Nutella, then I was shaking. I woke up and saw Graser shaking me awake. "It's time for breakfast, pax today!" He says to me. I smile at him and get up. I pick up my phone and walk into the lounge, I sit on the couch and see Jordan cooking something in the kitchen. "Whatcha cooking?" I ask him scrolling through twitter. "Eggs and bacon." He says, transferring some of the food to the a plate. "How long are you guys here for?" Jordan asks bringing plates to the table, I put my phone down and sit at the table. "We're here tomorrow and we leave for LA the day after." I say, getting some food on my plate. "How come you're going to LA again." Jordan says to me after swallowing a mouthful of food. "Well, I'm collabing with a lot of YouTubers, like JennxPenn, Andrea Russet and O2L." I said, he nodded his head and continued eating. When I'd finished I put my plate in the sink and went to have a shower. I dried my hair, brushed it then straitened it. I then put it up in a high ponytail. I put on a floral crop top and some high waisted skinny jeans. I put on my black vans and a black cardigan. I put on some concealer, eyeliner and mascara. I pack some baby lips in my purse and I go sit on the couch and wait. I was scrolling through Instagram when someone put both their hands on my shoulders. I jumped and turned around, I saw Graser and Jordan standing there. I stand up and grab Graser's hand. We walk and sit in the in car, we pick up some of the others up and we get there in about 5 minutes. When were walking up, I walk next to Graser but don't hold his hand. The fans don't know we're going out yet. I guess I was walking pretty close to him, because some girl gave me a dirty look. "Slut." She whispered when I walked past. A heap of memories flooded into my mind. I turned my head the other way and kept walking. When we got inside we were greeted by a lady in her mid twenties. "Are you the people from The Cube." She says, looking down at a clipboard. "Yep." We all say in unison, holding up our land yards. She nods and leads us towards 2 long tables, it has 16 chairs. 2 cube people couldn't make it. I sat down at the seat that had my name on it. I was next to Parker and Graser, after we all sat down a heap of fans came up to us. A lot of people wanted to get pictures with me, Parker and Graser. One of the fans was talking to me, she looked at me and Graser. "You and Graser should go out." The girl whispers in my ear, I smile at her. She wiggles her eyebrows, I laughed my horrible laugh. When we about to leave that girl who gave me a horrible look walked over. "You're a slut ok. You don't deserve Graser." She says to me, she gives me another dirty look. A heap of flashbacks pop into my head and I start crying. "Wuss." She says and runs off, I cry even more. "What's wrong Rose?" Parker asks me, a crowd forms. "Are you ok?" Graser asks grabbing my hand. I had to get out. I grabbed my bag and ran into the toilets. When I got there I locked myself in a stall and cried. I heard the door open and I go quiet. "Rose?" I hear Stacy say. "Are you in here?" Dul asks. "We're here to talk to you." Bee says, I unlock the door and walk out. I hug them all. "Tell us what's wrong." Dul says hugging back. I sat on the ground and wiped my eyes. "I was only 13. I had my first kiss, I told my sister. She told my dad and he abused me. He called me a slut, he said I was a wuss when I would cry. I witnessed his death, I still have dreams where I say "no dad watch out!" And he would get hit again. My mum died too, she committed suicide. I saw that, then my sister did when I was sixteen. I saw her make the final cut." I say crying even more. "I'm sorry, I'm a wreck." I say to them. Bee pulls me up and hugs me. "It's ok. But have you told Graser this?" She says to me. "No, not yet." I pull out of the hug and re-do my makeup. "We have to leave now. Let's go back to the boys." Says Stacy. We walk back to the boys and I'm scared to face them. I don't want them to say "what happened Rose?"