Thoughts From a Spec in the Universe

Failures

Grades slipping
Hearts skipping
Can't keep up with the rush
The pressure to succeed
The need to feel validated and important and at the same time freed.
I spend all my time sat amidst a pound of papers trying to find the hopeless answer
Need to memorize all the symptoms of cancer
Memorize the formula of how to find a tetrahedral
Need to memorize the location of the first cathedral
Can't seem to get my life straight and let go of all this stress
I am stuck an overachiever feeling a constant press
Chest caving in and brain overheating
I am supposed to be the next generation but I can't with this constant deleting.