Thoughts From a Spec in the Universe

Without You

I can't be perfect
I can't be what you want
I finally am changing
But you hate everything I am making
I have fought against my fear
Stopped locking away my emotion
Finally I was growing
I finally could express
I am depressed but trying
I am axious but fighting
I will express my emotions
Even if it may hurt you
Even if I am scared
I've spent to long alone
Spent to long repressing emotions
I am not cold
I am not cruel
I am not crazy
You are cold for not understanding me
You are cruel for not accepting me
You are crazy for thinking difference is unacceptable
I am human not a machine
I have feelings despite your belief
I cut you loose
Push you out of my life as I take new steps towards my new life
I will express
I will be kind
I will be unafraid
I am strong
I won't break
New people love me
New people care
New people protect me from your harm and give me care
New people understand the pain that I face
I never will look back
I can grow to be new
I will move forward without you

A/N: I had a friend that has slowly been destroying my life and personality. I cut her loose to become a new, better person.

Picture from "Stay with CEO" manga