Thoughts From a Spec in the Universe

Stupid

Maybe I'm stupid
Maybe I'm blind
I do the most ridiculous things just to attract your eye
I wear makeup and change my hair just to hear you say I look nice
Maybe I'm stupid
Maybe I'm blind
I wear clothes that I think would catch your eye
I take advantage of a situation just to grab your hand
Maybe I'm stupid
Maybe I'm blind
No matter what I try I will never make you stare
Your eyes are directed elsewhere
Why does this happen
Why am I always alone
I have had up these walls for so long and you finally brought them down
But my image is set as someone cold
No physical contact
Incapable of love
That's not true
I feel cold and alone and like I want to cry
I can't change now it is too late
I am trapped in shell of someone I didn't want to create
Maybe I'm stupid
Maybe I'm blind
But my path is set paved with stone
And I am forced to walk this cold path alone...