Irresistible [Lilo] *edited*

Chapter 17(:

A/N: hiii, I'm back with a new chapter. I've been planning what's gonna happen from here until the rest of the story for almost a week now. This one is gonna be story is gonna be short considering it's my first one, but I hope you like it. Now onto the chapter(:

*Zayn's POV*

"Zayn? What are you doing here?" Liam asked. I couldn't look up. I needed help, but I couldn't do it with Liam there. I wiped my eyes, and stood up, avoiding Louis' curious eyes.

"Um, I need to talk to Louis real fast," I said, my voice still pretty shaky. Liam nodded, and all three of us headed into the house. I took a deep breath, before following Louis to the kitchen. He sat down at the table, and motioned for me to sit with him. I hesitantly walked over and sat down, knowing that I would have trouble controlling myself. I looked down at the table, not wanting to hurt this amazing person with what was going to happen, even though I know something was going to go wrong.

"What's up, Z? Why were you crying on the porch?" He asked. I took a deep breath, and look him in the eyes.

"I'm confused, and need your help. Just please don't say anything to anybody, okay? I just want to get my feelings straight," I said. You see, ever since Louis and Liam came out, I've been having these weird feelings. I don't know what it was, but my girlfriend caught on quickly. She broke up with me a few weeks ago, back when Liam and Louis had that accident. I started spending more time with Louis at school since Liam was on bed rest, and that's when I realized it. I was never actually attracted to any girls. I didn't want it to be true, but it might be. That's why I'm here.

"Well, why are you confused? What do you need help with?" Louis asked, bringing me out of my thoughts. I sighed, and looked up at him.

"I just need to try one thing. I'll understand if you hate me afterwards, but just let me do this. Please," Before he could say anything, my lips were on his. Yep, definitely better than kissing a girl. I noticed he wasn't kissing back, but that was understandable. He had a boyfriend. Aw, shit, he had a boyfriend. I pulled back, and Louis just starred at me wide eyed.

"What the hell mate?! You know I'm with Liam!" He exclaimed, getting out of his seat.

"I know, I know. But I needed to do that. I honestly don't have feelings for you, I just needed to try it. I've been having these feelings, and all of a sudden I thought dicks were better than boobs. And I don't want to be this way, I can't. My parents would hate me. You know how they are. Just, please don't tell Liam, okay? Can this please be our little secret? Plus, there is someone else I like so you don't need to worry about me trying to get you from Liam. Okay? So that kiss never happened," I finished my little speech, and heard a whimper behind me. No. No. NO! Fuck my life. Liam must have heard.

"You're not trying to get Louis, Zayn? You're not trying to break us up? What about the kiss?! What about you, Louis? Were you just using me to get me in bed, than leave?! Am I really not worth anything to you?! I gave you EVERYTHING and you pay me back with this?! God, fuck you Louis, and fuck you too Zayn! Just both of you leave, and Louis please pack up your stuff. I want you gone," Liam said, venom dripping in his voice.

"No, no, no you won't understand! It's not like that Liam, I promise! I would never try to steal Louis from you. He loves you to much," I tired to explain, but Liam wasn't having any of it. He just shook his head, tears flowing freely down his face. Louis tried to walk over to him, but Liam kept backing away.

"No, I understand perfectly clear. You came over here in tears so that Louis would feel sorry for you, but then you had to make your move. I should have known. Nobody loves me long enough to stick around. Maybe that's why Niall kind of ditched me when he and Harry got together. So, both of you just leave. I don't need you in my life anymore," He said, as he turned and ran out of the kitchen. A door slammed, and I looked over at Louis. Tears were streaming down his face, and he looked absolutely heartbroken.