(LISTEN TO THE SONG WHEN IT GETS TO IT!!! ITS CALLED WHAT HURTS THE MOST BY RASCAL FLATTS)
*Third Person POV*
*2 months later*
Louis sat on a plane on his way to Liam. To say he was nervous was an understatement. He was petrified, scared of the rejection he was most likely going to get. But he was still going anyways. He needed Liam to hear him out one more time before he would give up. As he landed, he took in the hot California weather, wondering if it ever got cold there. He hailed a cap, and headed to the hotel he booked before he left. He was going to see Liam the next day for the first time in a couple of months.
As Louis got settled, he couldn't help but wonder if Liam had moved on. What if his roommate was able to sweep him off his feet? It was easy for people to fall for an English accent. He couldn't help but wonder if Liam made any friends yet. Of course Liam would, he's friendly to everyone he meets. Louis laid down, finally allowing his mind to shut off so he could sleep.
The next day, Louis was more nervous than the day before. He walked to the college Liam was enrolled in, and got his dorm room by asking around. He walked to the dorm, finding it unlocked. He walked in, and automatically knew which bed was Liam's. He sat down on it, and waited. He could hear voices in the hallway from other students, until he heard the angelic laughter rhat came from Liam.
Liam had decided to give Chris a chance, and the past two months have been amazing. They weren't officially together, but Chris was making plans for it. They walked into their dorm room, only to find a person sitting on Liam's bed. Of course Liam knew who it was.
"Louis? What are you doing here?" Liam questioned.
"I needed to talk to you. I needed to see you. I miss you so much. Can we talk in private?" Louis asked, looking over to Chris. Liam nodded and gave Chris a look and the latter walked out of the room, closing the door on the way out. Louis sighed and motioned Liam to sit down next to him. Reluctantly, Liam did and couldn't help but look at Louis with suspicion.
"I know you probably dont want anything to do with me, but I need to tell you how I feel. I know you probably won't listen but please," Louis begged. Liam gave him a slight nod, and Louis couldn't help the smile that crept onto his face. He grabbed the guitar from where it was laying, and began to play the song Niall helped him learn.
"I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm okay
But that's not what gets me
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin' to do
It's hard to deal with pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I'm doing it
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still harder
Getting up, getting dressed, living with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade, give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin' to do
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin' to do
Not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin' to do"
Liam was having mixed feelings. He still loved Louis, but he felt like he needed to move on. Louis was hoping for some sort of reaction from Liam. He was nervous about what he was going to say. It could go any direction.
"Louis, don't know what to say. I still love you, but I feel like I need to move on. I don't know what to do," Liam spoke truthfully.
"Then, how abouy you think about it. I still love you, too. So much. I leave for home tomorrow at three. So, I guess I should get going. Bye, Li," Louis kissed Liam's forehead, and stood up, walking out the door. Chris was still standing there, shooting daggers at Louis as he walked away. Chris walked in the room, only to find Liam crying on his bed.
"What did he do to you?" Chris demanded. Liam shook his head to clear his thoughts.
"He just wanted me to know that he still loved me. I don't know what to think. I still love him, but I feel like I should move on and I'm so confused," Liam said, put his head in his hands. Chris sighed. He knew this day would happen, he just didn't want it to happen this soon.
"What does your heart want?" Chris asked carefully.
"Louis. But I keep thinking he's only gonna hurt me again. But I really want to be with him." Chris sighed again, looked at the clock. It wad getting late, and he decided against asking Liam to be his boyfriend.
"Get some sleep. You can talk to him in the morning," Liam nodded, taking his clothes off and getting into bed. He needed to talk to Louis before he got on that plane home.
This time, Liam was going to get his Louis back.
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hey!! I hope you liked the chapter. The song once again was What Hurts The Most by Rascal Flatts. I had of list of songs I was gonna use and that came on my Spotify and yeah.
School starts on Monday and the boys are gonna be in Dallas in three days... I'm not even going to the concert and I'm already freaking out.
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Irresistible [Lilo] *edited*
Hayran Kurgu"It makes your lips, so kissable And your kiss unmissable Your finger tips so touchable And your eyes irresistible"