The Not So Day In

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Harry's POV:

One of the controllers is army pink and the other is army green. I hand Niall the army pink one. I kinda like it. It's cute like Niall. I insert the game and wait for it to load.

 I insert the game and wait for it to load

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"Oh, I'm so beating your ass, Harry Styles!" He yells at me

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"Oh, I'm so beating your ass, Harry Styles!" He yells at me. As the game is about to start I pause it.

"What the f-" He starts but I cut him off

"Let's make a bet. Best of 3. Who wins gets a massage from the other one. How does that sound to you?" I ask smirking

He rolls his eyes playfully and nods. 

Niall Harry

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Niall ended up winning the first one. He kept bragging about it. I won the next one. 

Niall Harry

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This was a tiebreaker. I really want to win. I want a massage right now but I wouldn't mind giving a massage to Niall. 

Niall Harry

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So I guess I'll be giving Niall a massage.

"HA! I BEAT YOU" He shouts in my ear

"Yes, you did. Where do you want your massage?"

"My feet"

"Ew Niall" I scrunch my face in disgust

I start massaging his feet and he's a moaning mess. That sounds so wrong hahaha. I wish it was in that sense but I know that won't happen.

I still have a bit of a headache but Niall is distracting me from it so it's not that bad.

We kind of have nothing to do after a while.

"Let's go to the pool" I say after thinking about things that we could do

" Are you fucking crazy Harry? It's freezing outside!" he says as he drinks his water

"Whoever said that it was outside? I was talking about an indoor pool Ni"

"Ok then let's go Haz"

He borrows a pair of my trunks and we head to a swimming centre close by. I know about it because my mum used to go there.

There's barely anyone around. I'm also very good friends with the owner so he spared us a pool for just us 2. 

I jump in first, doing a flip in the air and landing perfectly in the pool with a splash. Niall jumps in right behind me doing a backflip. 

We swam for hours but we both weren't tired. We had a couple of water fights and races. Niall is actually a really good swimmer.

Sometimes I forget that he's my assistant. We've grown so close that I consider him to be my bestest friend not just my assistant.

All this worries me a bit. I feel like I'm attached to Niall and I need him around constantly. I'm afraid he'll leave me for a better job or a better boss or even a better friend.

He has been acting weird ever since this morning. I feel like he's hiding something. Maybe I did something to him last night and he's just not telling me. 

Did I offend him? Or worse... hit him? I really hope I didn't. I remember asking Niall to sleep next to me but that's about it.

I wish I could remember more. I'm also a bit embarrassed about everything. I'm his boss and I got drunk and did something. What if he leaves?

I don't think I can live without him. Before I met Niall, my life was boring. I didn't have any friends. I never used to go out. Sometimes I wouldn't even know what day it is. I'd spent most of my time at the office working and sometimes I even slept there. My only idea of fun was work and cleaning. 

Now I go out for lunch every day with Niall, I am doing more charity work and I'm actually living a bit.

I'm living the life of a human not that of a robot like I was before. Niall changed me. In a good way. But there's also something else that's been bothering me.

For the longest time, I was sure that I was straight but now I'm starting to question my sexuality. I think I have feelings for Niall but I'm not sure.

I really can't express my feelings to anyone but Niall. He's bisexual so maybe he can help me figure out my sexuality.

"Hey, Niall? Can I ask you something?" I ask as we were drying ourselves

"Yep. What's up?" He asks sincerely.

"How'd you know that you liked boys?" He looks a bit flustered.

"Ummm... I had a girlfriend during high school and I really liked her so I knew I liked girls. Then once at a party, I was dared to kiss a guy and I liked it too." I nod.

"Why are you asking Harry?" He asks after a while of me just staring at the ground.

"I've been having mixed feelings?"

"What kind of feelings?"

"Romantic" 

"Oh. About a guy?"

"Yes but I also know for a fact that I like women. I've only ever dated women" I explain and he seeems to understand.

"Ok then I think you should speak to this guy and tell him how you feel Harry" 

"But I-I can't" I stutter

"Why not?" I can never tell Niall it's him

"Because h-he doesn't like me back and I-I don't want to get rejected. I don't t-think h-he likes me like that" 

"You'll never know unless you try. You have to believe in yourself" I nod wiping away a few tears.

It saddens me... Niall and I can never be a thing. I'm his boss. It would ruin his job if he doesn't feel the same way.

I just wish he knew. 



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