I feel it happening again
It literally feels like my heart is slowing down
It feels like heartbreak
It feels lonely
I am so sad all over again and I don't know what to do
I'll front and say I have a good support system
But I don't
They don't support me
I will tell them my issues and they will come up with solutions that would only work for them and they know it
Fuck
I feel like screaming, and yelling, pulling out my hair, I feel like shaving it all off because it's just a form of control
I feel like self harming again even though I know I can't
I feel like dying, even though my time isn't anywhere near
I'm falling
And it seems like nobody is even there to catch me
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Given Hope
Historia CortaA series of short stories and little excerpts. Some are loosely based on my life and others are completely Fiction. Just a way for me to relax. Some are short stories, others are somewhat poems. Just thoughts. Graphic Content in most chapters Also...
