Chasing forever: Book 1

Chapter 15

Harry's P.O.V.

i walked in Kendra's bedroom just as she chucked something at the door. i looked down and saw glass all over the floor. there was a picture frame that held the picture of me and Kendra. right beside it was a little square that had had something scribbled on it. i bent over and picked it up

Our little surprises

I cried when i read those word. i turn it over and saw a picture of blurs...Jady and Kenna's ultrasound picture.

When i looked up i saw Kendra was collapsed on the floor crying. i ran to her with the picture tight in my hands.

"SHE'S GONE! SHE'S NEVER COMING BACK!" she screamed clinging onto my chest. i wrapped my arms around her and cried. "You said we didn't have to give her up!" she said with her face buried in my chest.

"i know" i whispered

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"Harry?" Louis walked in Kendra's room.

she had left awhile ago but i stayed in the room with Jady.

"Harry! Jady has been crying for twenty minuets!" he said walking to her crib.

"don't Lou!" i almost whispered starring at the floor "please Lou just leave her" i said still starring at the floor. "I just need to know that she's..." i chocked up with tears.

"Harry. i know it hurts but..." i cut him off

"Louis please just leave us!" i yelled

"Harry! you need to talk!"

"No Louis!" i yelled looking up at him tears falling down my cheeks.

"Harry..."

"GO!"

Louis sighed "I'm gonna take Jady...ok." he said picking up my daughter. i just sat on the bed.

This is going to haunt me for the rest of my life! i ruined Kendra's life! i promised her! what happened?! my daughter just died over night! i tucked her in that night! i was the last person she saw...and now she's gone!  

I got up and walked out of the room and out of the house. i jumped in my car and drove.

I stopped in front of the liquor store.

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Kendra's P.O.V.

"has anyone seen Harry?!" i asked. everyone was in the kitchen.

"i talked to him a little while ago" Lou explained.

i nodded and walked out of the kitchen, down the hall and into my room.

"Harry?!...LOU! HARY'S NOT HERE!" i yelled worried. soon Louis ran down the hall.

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"HAROLD EDWARD STYLES WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN?!" i yelled when Harry walked in the house. then i looked and he had a whisky bottle three quarters empty. he took a sip from the bottle. "Harry?! Harry give me that!" i said walking towards him. he reeked of alcohol.

He just smiled "i love you!" he slurred wrapping his arms around me.

"Harry stop! your drunk!" I yelled trying to get free.

"come on sugar!" He wined

"Harry let me go!' i yelled still trying to get free

"come on baby!"

"HARRY!" I screamed.

every one ran out of the kitchen and into the living room. Louis and Niall pulled Harry off of me and threw him on the couch. i cried in Jen and Chell's shoulder.

"Harry?! whats going on?!...have...have you been drinking?!" Louis asked shocked. Harry didn't say anything. "go to bed man!" Lou ordered. Harry left the room.

I cried in the girls shoulder. "what happened?!" Jen asked "i don't know! he just came in drunk...i'm scared Jen!...i don't need this...not now!" i cried.

"Just try to avoid him fir awhile...k" Lou instructed i nodded.

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Harry's P.O.V.

I woke up with a pounding headache.i was in Kendra's room. i turned over to face my girlfriend but she wasn't there. i looked down. i was wearing my cloths and the bed was made under me.

Kendra walked into the room and placed Jady in her crib.

"we need to talk" she said with a straight face.

"your not going to give up Jady are you?!" i asked worried.

"no...but i will if you don't clean up your act!" she scolded "i was scared yesterday Harry. you have never made me scared before!" she said almost crying "i know Harry!...it hurts...i wish it never happened but it did! i can't raise Jady alone...i wont raise her alone...she needs a father Harry!" she explained and i just nodded almost in tears.

"I was the last person Kenna saw! she was fine when i tucked her in and then..." my tears stopped me.

"I know!...but we have a daughter to think about!" she yelled.

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