New beggining

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8 year old Alvar

I stood in the grassfield covered in blood. I lost everything in a hour, I walk-up thinking it would be a normal day, but I lost my friends, parents, family, home in a day. Hot tears running down my face, my mouth had a mind of it's own it screamed and cried and yelled. Those bastards, rebellions kill everyone who don't support them, and what do the wealthy do. NOTHING... This world deserves to suffer, the way these people did. I will bring death to them all! My knees felt weak they fell down. I felt pathetic, and guilty. I had the burden of living instead of dying. I was ashamed... Why do I feel so sad, my heart hurts so bad, and I can't do anything about it. All I can do is watch death, cover this world. I deserve to die.. I have to, I can't continue to live in this pathetic excuse for a world. I just need to find a way. I was running now to the cliff, where I will fall to my death in the ocean. Drowning in the only thing that was beautiful in this world. There was only blue, nature, and beauty in the ocean... nothing else! I want to die with meaning, and I shall. I slowed down coughing and coughing, this human body slows me, and when I die my soul will be free. I started running again, ready to jump I yelled "I HATE THIS WORLD" and jumped. The air overtook me, and I felt like flying, but the suddenly the water engulfed me. I have no right to live, I guess it ends here right now. I let me breath go and my vision darkened. I guess not everyone dies happy, but memories passed through me like a book. My mother giving me hot coco, my father showing me his invent room, my brother playing tag with me, and my friends running in the field. All these things seemed so small then, but now they were so big. They kept me from falling over to the edge, those people did but now they were gone and I was about to join them. Huh, I was just playing a otome game earlier, and now I was dying. My luck is so crappy! I could see my vision flickering... and it became clear obsidian. 

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