Waterfall

Chapter 17

Several days later, the twice members held a fan meeting in Japan, promoting their Japanese single. They were all kind of on edge, although they tried not to show it. 

All were pretty good at it except Momo. 

She tried hard not to show her  annoyance with the particular members. Sana and Dahyun were practically running all around the place playfully, and Mina and Chaeyoung were glued at the hip just like always. 

So getting little to no attention from her members definitely put her in a bad mood. 

She watched as Sana hugged Dahyun from behind, and she felt a familiar burn in her chest. She hated that she couldn't feel Dahyun in her arms again. She hated that she couldn't hear her goofy laugh, and especially hated it when she did, but she didn't cause it. 

She watched sadly as Sana's hand kept roaming on Dahyun's back, away from the audience's eyes. She'd do anything to be able to hug the younger and feel her breathing against her skin. She shivered at the thought. It was just a distant memory now, and Momo sighed as she averted her gaze to the other pairing that was also making it hard for her that day. 

Mina and Chaeyoung. As fans liked to call them, Michaeng. 

Momo was jealous of the status the two had within fans. It meant the two would always be near each other during events, concerts, radio broadcasts, and really any public appearances. 

It's something she used to have with Dahyun, but obviously that was gone now, and Momo couldn't help but feel sad about it. 

Especially since other pairings were Nayeon/Jeongyeon and Jihyo/Tzuyu. So Momo was basically alone. Well that's what she felt like. 

She wasn't in reality. All of her members were like family to her, and she was thankful. But she hated that she felt like she was no ones priority. Maybe Mina's, but sometimes she wondered about that too. 

In the moment that she witnessed Mina and Chaeyoung, she wasn't too sure about the girl. 

And it started happening gradually, but Momo felt it all of a sudden. In that moment when she was sitting alone while everyone else was too immersed with each other. She felt loneliness. She felt like an outsider. Like there really was no place for her in that group. They all seemed like a happy bunch, and then there was Momo in the back, all sulky.

Not even those desperate screams from the fans made her feel better. No, they made her feel worse. Why would they be calling out her name? She was a liar and a cheater. And really just a disaster of a person. She's managed to hurt everyone, hurting herself the most. And in her mind she deserved it, but the others didn't. Especially Dahyun and Mina. 

Then she thought about Sana. She didn't know how to feel about the girl. She betrayed her, and now Momo didn't feel guilty about anything. Because Sana was just as bad, right? If not even worse. 

Momo did her best to bad mouth Sana in her head, looking for someone else to blame but herself, and Sana was an easy target at that moment. 

She put her head in her hands, trying not to show a tear that was threatening to come out. 

Their manager noticed, and signaled for one of the members to try and handle the situation. 

And who else would do it then Sana, who decided screaming out Momo's name would be the best. 

"Momoringg!" Sana chirped into the mic as she happily skipped over to her. 

Momo rolled her eyes before raising her head amd putting on a smile. 

"Come dance with us! Show that body of yours!" Sana said, offering the older a hand who hesitantly took it. 

Dragging her to the front, Sana left a quick kiss on Momo's cheek before taking her hands in hers, waving them around together.