Wildly in love

(five)

Ugh. I'm so mad at everything, I knew it! I fucking knew it! It was worthless getting attached to a douche like him! Fucking prick!

The reason I am mad? Noah Rogers. He brought me to school and it was fine, but then some slut jumped on him and started wildy kissing him, making my jealousy run through my veins. I mean, I know I am not dating him or anything but... I don't even know.

So I ignored him all day, and just cried. Sobbed, actually.

"Fucking dick." I say as another call appears.

He can go and call the slut, not me.

I grab my jacket and go outside, to cool off. Obviously, I am going to the lake. It's a beautiful evening so I just grab my guitar and go and sing.

"And in the middle of the night

I may watch you go

There'll be no value in the strength

Of walls that I have grown

There'll be no comfort in the shade

Of the shadows thrown

But I'd be yours if you'd be mine

Stretch out my life

And pick the seams out

Take what you like

But close my ears and eyes

Watch me stumble over and over

I had done wrong

You build your tower

But call me home

And I will build a throne

And wash my eyes out never again

But love the one you hold

And I'll be your goal

To have and to hold

A lover of the lights

With skin too tight

And eyes like marbles

You spin me high.. -"

"You have a beautiful voice."

Oh no.

"Stalker." I say as Noah Rogers comes to sit near me.

"Mumford and Sons, is it?" He says, his messy brunette with blonde hair falling into his eyes.

I simply just nod and look at the Sun. It was so beautiful, it had shades of pink, orange, red, different colours, making it amazing.

"Hey, I don't know that slut." He says, oh my Lord, reading my mind much. "She was probably high or thought I'm someone else."

"Okay." I say, his explain making me sick, he is obviously lying and I am not going to dig in more. If he wants to lie, then lie. For fucks sake. I don't even care about him, he can go fuck himself.

"Weirdly, you still don't believe me."

"Weirdly, you're still here." I say, anger boiling.

"Ugh." He says, standing. "Can't believe I fell in love with someone like you." Blah blah, bullshitttttttt. I simply ignore him and he leaves.

***

Can't believe I fell in love with someone like you.

Can't believe I fell in love with someone like you.

Can't believe I fell in love with someone like you.

Can't believe I fell in love with someone like you.

That's all I have been thinking about the whole night. Fucks sake, he is playing with me, not actually feeling it. He wants to break my heart and I am definitely not going to let him.

***

"Hey, I'm Jaylyn." Some tall girl, with ginger hair, blue eyes says. What a nice name, I admit.

"Hello, I'm Katherine." Please don't be some of the bitches in schools that tell me to stay away from Noah. I am going to stay away from him, I forgot.

"Would you like to be my friend?" She says, giggling. YES! OF COURSE! This quote I always heard when I was younger, and I sometimes used it too. I remember when me and Carrie Ann had a fight and pretend that we didn't know eachother but then she came to me and asked me if I want to be her friend.

"Sure." I smile. She grabs my hand and drags me to the cafeteria.

***

"Oh My, I'm so sorry for you..." She says since she begged me to tell about myself.

"It's fine." I always disliked people who said that they're sorry for what happend with my sister, it's not their fault or anything so just stop it. As you could see, Noah didn't apologized for it. Noah's different but he's a dork.

"Tell me about yourself."

And the uninteresting rambling about Jaylyn starts, but it was funny, I can say.

So I guess I just made a new friend?