Wildly in love

(sixteen)

"Katherine." Noah's mother says and pulls me into a hug.

"W-Where is he?"

"In the ICU." She says, making me cry.

Oh please, don't die, Noah Rogers, please.

I sit with his mother and all we do is cry. My mum shows up too and tries to calm me down as I sob into her T-shirt. And then Jaylyn appears. She comes to me and hugs me and apologizes.

"I'm so sorry... so so so sorry..." She says as I still cry. Jaylyn was my friend, but so was Noah. But as you can see, past tense. Not present tense. Jaylyn ruined everything. All I want is to go away and forget that Noah ever existed. He might die, yes, and of course I will be sad but he hurt me. However, I have to forgive him. I also forgave Jaylyn. She probably got carried away and I understand. All I want is to go away.

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"Mrs. Rogers?" The doctor says as he sees Noah's mum.

"Yes?" The agony and pain is in her eyes.

"Your son survived the surgery." He says. She looks up and starts crying, tears of joy crawling on her cheeks.

"May I see him?" She asks the doctor.

"You may."

"May I too?" I say in sync with Jaylyn, okay so she is pissing me off right now. I throw a blunt look at her and roll my eyes.

"Only family, I'm sorry." But before I could say anything, Jaylyn stands up and says "I'm his sister." WOW FUCKING BITCH! I AM HIS GIRLFRIEND OR WAS HIS GIRLFRIEND WHAT THE FUCK YOU APOLOGIZE AND THEN COME HERE AND ACT LIKE YOU'RE HIS SISTER?! Fucking twat.*13

I look at the cunt who is walking with Noah's mum happily and I leave. I find myself in the restroom, cutting. Of course I do this, so much pain has filled my body. I can't and I don't want to cope with this fucking dramatic bullshit that Jaylyn caused.

As soon as I get out from the bathroom, I see Jaylyn infront of me.

"Listen here, cunt." She says.

Oh.

"You think you can take Noah away from me?! What the fuck?! Are you fucking mental?! Why do you think I became your friend, you invisible dipshit! Fucking suicidal freak, go and cut yourself than flirting with Noah, you can piss off because he never loved you and he loves me! Noah loves me! ME! ME! ME! Not a kid like you that is so pathetic, and cuts! Go away you idiotic cuntfa-"

"Jaylyn." I hear a husky voice. As soon as Jaylyn turns around, I see the one and only, Noah Rogers. This is so cliché, sweet Lord.

"N-N-Noah... It's not what you think..."

"Sorry, what did you said about my girlfriend?!" As soon as he says the world "girlfriend" I get butterflies in my stomach and a knot in my throat. Damn, I couldn't be mad at him, he just got out from the ICU and it's a bit strange since two hours passed. But okay. Doctor rules, eh?

"Your girlfriend?! Can't you see that she hates you?! I love you, Noah! And you love this fucking bi-"

Noah opens his mouth but I cut him off. "I love him." I say softly. Noah's eyes sparkle and I can see happiness run through his eyes. Jaylyn frowns and leaves.

"Stupid wicked witch." I say as soon as she left. Noah smiles and hugs me, although he was still weak. He then pulls back and peeks my cheeks. "I'm so sorry..."

"It's okay.. Just never do this again."

"I won't cheat again, I promise.."

"No, I mean that too, but don't come after me when you're sad... See what happend to you?.."

"I was desperate."

"It's okay, baby, it's okay." I say as he kisses me softly, oh goddamn it, I missed the touch of his lips!

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*13 Someone's a bit mad.. But yeah, Jaylyn was indeed a twat. If I could do something, I would've stopped Katherine from being her friend. I guess Jaylyn's a two-faced bitch.