Wildly in love

(fifteen)

I wake up by the sunlight which is good because I'm not going to school. Apparently, Jaylyn called me four times this morning but I was sleeping. Right when I know that they have their third period, I call Jaylyn and tell her everything. Excluding our poisoned night, the poison being our kisses and the lust and love in them. Jaylyn congratulates me which is nice, and promises me she's coming after school. Me and Noah Rogers are still laying in bed, naked, and he traces the outline of my face. I close my phone and smile at Noah Rogers. He smiles back and kisses my forehead.

As soon as school is over, I hear the doorbell and go open for Jaylyn. She pulls me into a hug and smiles. Noah Rogers shows up too, and smiles.

"Noah?" Jaylyn says.

"Oh? Wait a second... Jaylyn!?"

They both look at eachother shocked. Okay, maybe I forgot to tell Jaylyn who I am dating.

"What's going on..." I say softly, looking at both of them.

"Jaylyn and I have been dating..." Noah Rogers says and looks down.

"Oh." I say, awkwardly.

Great so my friend has been dating Noah Rogers. Good.

"Yeah..." Jaylyn says.

I smile and let Jaylyn in. "It's okay." I say softly. Jaylyn's face shows relief and happiness and hugs me.

As soon as Noah is going to take a shower, I ask Jaylyn what happend between them.

"Oh well, we dated for like four months. But then I found out that Noah Rogers is a suicidal so I got scared by his <<I'm going to kill myself tonight>> side. So I dumped him." She says.

"Oh so you lied." Noah Rogers says. OH SHIT. "You told me you don't feel the same anymore." Noah says, harshly.

"But I did."

"Then why the fuck you say that?!" Noah says, obviously pissed off.

"Because I didn't want to be hurt!" Jaylyn screams.

Then my life crashes.

Noah kisses Jaylyn. Right infront of my eyes. She doesn't pull back. All I do is stay there numb, and then tears are falling on my cheeks. This...

Fucking douchebag.

"I trusted you two...." I say to both of them. I take my bag and run. Taking the keys to my car, I get into it and go away. Leaving my own house. I can not believe it. She enjoyed the kiss knowing that it will hurt me. He kissed her, he cheated on me! Right infront of my fucking eyes!

I drive crying, planning on going to Carrie Ann's grave. I stop the car to write my mum a message. Calls from both Noah and Jaylyn are flooding my phone. I couldn't talk with them and I am not going to.

***

"Carrie Ann..." I say as I touch her grave. "I now understand why you always told me to not get attached into someone. Things can change so fast.. I don't need Noah Rogers, I need you... Carrie Ann please.."

Then I get a call. Noah's mum. I answer and her mum is crying. Five hours already passed since I left.

"Hello mrs. Rogers." I say, dryly.

"Katherine.... Noah... Car accident...."

Oh My God.

No.

"What?!"

"Noah had a car accident." She says and then sobs. "He tried to find you that's what Jaylyn told us, and he crashed his car into someone. Katherine please, come to my son.." She sobs.

I also start crying.

"I'm coming." I say and she gives me the adress. I will have to drive for one hour, but I will speed up.

I look one more time at Carrie Ann's grave and cry.

I wished that Carrie Ann was alive and not Noah so now he had a car accident.