Pain

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I woke up in my bedroom and my throat was sore, I was so confused until the memories of what had happened came back to me. I probably should've listened to Anti, but I didn't want him to get hurt.

"Y/n, you're awake! How are you feeling!?" Anti asked as he sat on my bed.

"My throat is kind of sore but I'll be fine" I said hoarsely.

"I think you should rest your voice and you should drink a lot of water (hands you water bottle) I warned you about Dark now, didn't I?"

"I know but I'm known to be defiant, mostly to my parents"

"You should try to avoid talking to Dark, he's still pretty mad"

"I'll try my best"

"Okay, come downstairs after if you want"

Was he waiting for me to wake up? That's very thoughtful of him, at least he won't hurt me, well, that's what I think but he doesn't get angry like Dark does so I think I'll be fine. I went downstairs and sat next to Anti on the couch, why doesn't Dark sit down here? Maybe he doesn't like being around Anti, that's probably why Anti was excited to have me here, he might get lonely. Oddly enough Dark came downstairs and sat next to me on the couch which made me a little uncomfortable, I could tell he was still mad and I didn't want to ignite that flame but Anti might just do that. Anti wrapped his arm around me and started playing with my hair and out of the corner of my eye I saw Dark frown in disappointment, I can tell this won't end nicely.

"Anti stop, Dark is right there" I whispered.

"I don't care, I could do so much more than this, trust me" He whispered back.

"Anti, I don't want to get into trouble again"

"If anything he would hurt me, if you don't believe me I could up my game a bit"

"No! Don't!" I whisper yelled.

"I heard a yes"

Damn him, he's going to get me into trouble and I don't want that, I have a bad feeling that I'm going to be hurt worse than before. Anti grabbed my chin and faced me towards him, then he kissed me softly, I was surprised at first but I started to kiss him back and we wouldn't have stopped but Dark got in between us and sat down to separate us. I thought Anti would stop because Dark already did something but no, instead, he picked me up and sat down, then he sat me on his lap. Things are going too far and I hope this ends with another warning.

"He's still not mad enough" Anti whispered.

"Let's leave it that way, he's getting mad, look at him"

"Well, if he doesn't say anything in the next few minutes I might have to resort to something a little more... Sexual" He said, while playing with the bottom of my shirt.

I felt my face grow hot, this needs to stop NOW, I don't want things to go farther than this but I'm pretty sure Dark heard what Anti said which is good and bad because he's a very violent person when he gets mad.

"Anti, could you get some groceries for the house?" Dark said in between clenched teeth.

"But we just got groc-"

"NOW!"

"Okay..."

When Anti left Dark and I sat in silence for a while but after a few minutes passed thick, black smoke covered the area around me and when it disappeared I was tied to a chair in an oddly familiar room... I was back in the room where I first met them, why was I here? Did Dark bring me here? Is he going to hurt me!?

"I would try to control Anti if you don't want to get hurt" He said as he fiddled with a VERY sharp knife.

"I-I didn't do anything though!"

"Well, you don't want to see Anti get hurt so you will get his punishments"

"Please don't..."

"You will learn your lesson"

He walked towards me with the knife, I was hoping he wouldn't hurt me but I knew he was going to, there was no doubt about it, why wouldn't he? He started by putting a deep cut on my cheek which made me wince, then he went to my arms. He started just below my shoulder and as he went down my arms the cuts got deeper, but not deep enough to kill me. He was smiling insanely the whole time, he was loving this but I wasn't. I really wish I was home in my bed where I would be safe, no one could hurt me there but I made a mistake to not look for an exit and now I'm stuck here and no one can help me, not even Anti because he's apart of this mess. A mixture of blood, sweat, and tears ran down my body, I let this happen to me... I wanted to stay at first and look where that got me, some people could trick you just like they tricked me. I wish this would end, I want to leave and if I can't leave I would rather die, but I'd like to try to leave first. Dark finished what he was doing and I closed my eyes hoping this all was a bad dream but it wasn't, I knew that and when I opened my eyes I was in my bedroom, not MY bedroom but the one they gave me and Dark was standing right in front of me.

"Clean yourself up and then put on a long-sleeved shirt, I don't want Anti to see what I've done"

"W-Why did you d-do this" I said, as my eyes teared up again.

"Well, slamming you through a wall didn't make you learn your lesson so I had to try something more violent and again, Anti can't know about this, it's none of his business it's your fight not his. If he finds out I will do something worse"

"O-Okay..."

"Now clean yourself up, I will be downstairs waiting for you"

I walked into the bathroom and stood in the mirror looking at myself, I looked so beat up and gross. I think after I talk to Dark I will stay in my room for the remainder of time I'm here, I don't want to face them ever again and during that time I will make a plan to leave, I can't do this anymore, I'm so done. I found some alcohol to put on my cuts, I know it will sting but it won't be as bad as what just happened. The stinging didn't even seem to faze me. When I was done cleaning myself up I sat on my floor and cried, I miss my parents, my family, my friends, everybody I ever knew. I want this nightmare to end but I know it won't, I need help, I'm trapped and I'll end up dying here without anyone knowing where I went...

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