I wish you knew how much you broke my heart,
I wish you knew how much it hurt,
I wish I could just forget those three years I wasted,
I wish I could forget all those sleepless nights,
where I cried myself to sleep,
or those mornings where I had to cover the bruises you put on me.
I hope you read this,
and regret everything you did to me,
I hope your happy,
I wish I could hate you,
every time I see you,
you take my breath away,
and not in a good way,
just to say,
I wish I could tell my story,
but I don't have a happy ending just yet,
I got this boy who'd never lay a hand on me like you did,
he's the sweetest,
when it comes to him you've been defeated,
let me just say this,
I hate you,
and everything you did to me,
it destroyed me,
but most of all I hate myself for letting you,