suicide storys

SHYANNA

I made my first cut in 3rd grade. I was full of sadness. I was abandoned by my father when i was born. My brother and i have different dads and my brother's dad would would abuse me at the age 4. When i was growing up i always felt alone i lost alot of friends. I made my first suicidal attempt when i was in the 7th grade what tiggered that was when a girl that bullied me told me straight to my face that i was ugly, worthless, and alone. The things that tigger my cutting is the thoughts of me feeling alone and losing people i care about. I recently lost my best friend we got into a huge fight. I cut last week from that. I had 3 suicidal attempts this year. I just want to be happy please help