I don't know how to warn you I'm getting bad again. I don't know how to explain the way my brain is attacking me. I don't want to tell you how badly my heart aches. I don't want to scare you, but it's getting harder to crawl out of bed. When I'm alone I am nothing anymore. When I'm around family and friends I'm scattered and clumsy and pretending. I don't know what's wrong with me my Love. I want to warn you what's happening. I want to ask you to please pull me out of the rabbit hole, but I don't know how. I love you so much. I don't want you to see my weakness. I'm sorry. I'm sorry and I don't even know why. When you hold me, everything feels better. So please hold me. Hold me and I'll hold you, and we can just stay that way. Please my love, I need you but I don't know how to ask.
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For My Mate
Poetrya collection of all the things I want to say to my love. Some of these are poetry, some letters some internal monologues ect. Everything that was originally from a different collection has it original place included.
