my tears are not because of you
my shaking crying struggle for control is not something you caused
my constant apologies my silences
I don't know why I'm getting worse again but know that it isn't you
none of this is your fault
I'm just a shattered person.
My mind has been broken since it started to form
My soul stepped on so many times I started blocking it out.
I never wanted you to see me this way.
I'm sorry.
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For My Mate
Poetrya collection of all the things I want to say to my love. Some of these are poetry, some letters some internal monologues ect. Everything that was originally from a different collection has it original place included.