Lost//Calum Hood

Two

Let's forget the past. I swear we'll make this last.

(If you don't know- 5SOS)

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•Calum•

"Calum! Wakie wakie, eggs and bakie!" Michael whispers into my ear before he shoves me roughly.

"Ugh, mate leave me alone." I grumble and turn over whilst covering my head with my pillow. I really don't want to get up right now.

"Come on! Remember we have a meeting with management today about our tour dates with the 1D boys. We can't be late!" He walks back up to me and instead of shoving me like he did before, he rips the blanket off of me, causing me to curl up into a tight ball.

"Alright, alright. Fuck." I stumble off the bed and rub my eyes to get rid of the blur. I really hope this meeting isn't too long. I'm trying to go back to sleep after. We had a concert last night, which ended around ten and after we had to attend a massive party which I really didn't want to go but management made us. So lets's just say that I didn't get to sleep until almost three in the morning. Plus the meeting is at eleven in the morning and Michael woke me up at nine. Why Michael. Why.

I walk over to my suitcase and pick out a grey t-shirt, black skinny jeans, and vans. I look into the mirror and discover that my hair is a mess. Oh well. It's staying that way.

"Calum, let's go have breakfast before the meeting." Ashton calls to me from the tour bus living room.

"Yeah hold on, let me just make a quick phone call." I walk over to my bunk and sit and call the number I already have memorized. It rings twice before she picks up.

"Hello?" She answers sleepily. Damn, I think she was sleeping

"Karma?"

"Calum? Oh my god I haven't talked to you in ages. I miss you"

"Yeah I know babe, it's been kinda hectic over here , you know traveling and all that."

"Yeah so when are you coming back?"

I sigh, running a hand through my hair. I knew she would bring this up.

"Honestly, I- don't know, we're still on tour. " The line is silent for a few moments and I wish I was by her side so I could hold her.

"You know I love you right?" I murmur into the phone and look towards the boys to make sure that they hadn't heard me. I hear her sniffle and take a breath on the other line.

"Yeah, I - I know."

"Babe you know it's hard for me to be so far away from you. I think about you constantly. I'm not going to give up on us. I promise"

"Don't make promises that you can't keep Calum" And with that the line goes dead. I groan in frustration and throw whatever is within reach. It was Michael's inflatable banana. Karma knows that I've been trying pretty fucking hard for her. For us. We started dating about a year after the band formed. She was so supportive and when we got big, she was supportive but it was hard for her to keep in touch with me.

"Calum are you ready?" Luke calls out and I nod my head as we all walk off the tour bus.

"Let's get this shit over with."

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"What do you mean you're cutting off our vacation days?! " I yell and jump up from my seat.

"Calum!" Luke voice is warning me to calm down and not cause a scene. My rage is boiling and I don't care if I'm yelling at management.

"No I'm not gonna calm down. This is bullshit! We barely get enough vacation days as it is! We need time for ourselves also. We're not fucking slaves. How about you try being in my place? Preforming at concerts back to back, interviews, parties. I'm exausted!"

"Yeah , Calum's right. We do need some more vacation days, it's not fair for us to be working really hard and not have time for ourselves. We need a break." Michael agrees with me and I smirk. I thought I was alone on this.

"Alright alright ,fine. Calum I'll set you up with a ten day vacation in a small part of New York. But when you come backit's back to business. Got it?" Matt sets up the dates onto the computer and looks between the four of us.

"Got it"

"Okay I'm buying you the plane tickets right now and setting you up with a temporary apmartment thats already furnished. You wanted a break, here it is."

He sends me the information via email and I nod my head in approval.

"Calum when you get back, the tour with the 1D boys starts. You can't be late."

"I won't I won't"

"Well alright, you can go now" He waves us off as we get up and leave his office. When we reach the lobby I can already hear the screams from outside.

"Just try to be nice Cal, I know you are a little upset but they're our fans" Ashton whispers lowly in my ear before we head out into the screaming mass of girls.

Once we get outside , the screaming intensified. It was deafaning. I stopped to take a few pictures with some girls before we stepped into the car.

"Calum how are you and Karma?"

"Calum are you okay? You looked worn out."

"Calum"

"Calum"

"Caum"

I know I shouldn't complain but it can get annoying at times. I just hope that when i go t the small city in New York, it won't be like this.

I hope.

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Okay so this was the first chapter of Calum's point of view. I feel bad because what if that's how they actually feel when they are surrounded by girls?

Anyways

Please read, vote, comment. bleh, you know the drill.

K,

~Lila