I'm Coming Home

chapter: Four ; Doing It Wrong

CHAPTER: 5 

ARIANA P.O.V:

I sat on another bed, in a different hotel wondering when the tour would come to and end. The ongoing cycle of leaving city after city meeting new people seeing new things expreincing new a custums as beautiful and unreal as it was the thing that seemed so far away from me was a nice place to call home once more. I flipped through the pages of the magazine coming to an article One Directions New Gal? I stared at the picture seeing me with my black shades covering the gray of my eyes in a pair of jeans and a peacot jacket. Five guys around me all smiling some who's eyes were covered with glasses others staring at the ground. I went on to the scibings:

The heart throbbing British-Irish Boy Band One Direction with a new gal? Who's this brown haired girl? A girlfriend? Friend? Scoping into the story deeper she is none other then Mark Harris's (One Direction's Body Guard) eighteen year old cousin Ariana Carr. What's she doing here in the rainy city of london coming from the warm town of Appleford in South Carolina, USA. We have yet to figure out. Maybe a secret romance, or even a possible visit to her older cousin. She's been spotted leaving the stadiums along with the boys being escorted to the tour bus. Will she be appearing at the Germany show this coming weekend? We believe so. Sorcues have also come to tell us the small town girl will be joining the gang at the VMA'S this coming september. Remember to vote for One Direction at www.mtv.com/vote then hashtag us on our official twitter page. 

"Hey ari-" I switched my glance up to see mark standing in his sweat filled clothes, "why do you read that stuff?" he nodded towards the magazine in my hands. "Well I have to keep up with the One Direction gossip. I mean I am a possible girlfriend of one of the boys" I winked my lips plastered with a teasing grin, he shook his head at me looking confused. I watched as his expression changed scanning over the reading I had passed over to him. "What?" I chuckled at his sudden change of mood his hand running into his short hair "I'm so sorry" He sighed looking back up in front of him. "Sorry? Why? This is hilarious." Five shadows followed through the open door staring down at Marks slumped figure. "What's going on?" the worried voice of Zayn rushed. "I handed the article over to them smiles disappearing as they read the short article. "God this is all our faults." Niall exasperated "Shit" Harry mumbled under his breath looking over to the other boys all of them talking about what to do now. "What's the big deal?" I smiled mussed over the sitaution. 

"Ariana, this is a big deal?" Liam pointed out "You're "supposedly" dating one of us" Niall added on for him "It's just a bunch of bullshit. I mean you guys are all in relationships or whatever and I sure as hell am not going for one right now." I chuckled standing from the bed looking into all their eyes one by one. "But they don't know that" Louis kept the chain going, "they don't need to know" I shrugged looking to Harry his eye's meeting mine they looked angery yet sad. "You don't deserve the hate" He shook his head seeing the guilt in his jaw, "hate? You think I care what they have to say? They don't like me, they don't think I'm skinny enough to be seen with you guys, Last time I checked I didn't ask for their opinion so why should I care?" the smile disappeared on my face as they all looked at me still not convinced "you're all acting as if this were they worst thing to ever happen to me" I pointed out to them I moved my hands to my wrist the dangling charm braclet wrapped around with many of colorful and memoriable charms hanging from it. "That night is always gonna be with me, it' always gonna hurt. But this" I pointed to the article "is the least of my worries." 

"We're still sorry" Liam spoke for the group. "And that's very sweet, but I don't want anymore of your guys pity. It's old, it's tiring and it only reminds me more and more" I sat back down near Mark now slumping my own back the conversation taking more of my energy then I wanted. I never opened up before I know it wasn't much mostly just a grasp for them to understand the understatement of the situation at hand. 

"I think I'm gonna go to bed" I spoke crawling back wards in between the duvet and the sheets covering myself with the thick blanket. I still felt the stares on me but they slowly disappeared their feet tapping against the floor moving to the open door. Marks hand grazed my bare arm, a sign of many things and feeling within that felt most like safety. I moved my own hand up grasping his the warmth of his body radiating off of him:

"You need to take shower, you reek" I sniffled the feeling of tears coming on. I heard his low chuckle before the warmth left leaving me to myself on the bed "Whatever you say your majesty" he's sarcastic reply earning a pillow to the head from me. His laugh were heard all the way into the closed bathroom door. 

"asshole" I mumbled under my breath a real smile spread to my cheeks, eyes closing the darkened room making the cozy feeling spread all through my body. Sleep over coming me. 

the room was dark only some light coming from underneath the door. The bumping of loud rap music was heard slightly muffled. I scurried from my spot slowly moving to th door, when it opened. The boy with thick brown hair inbetween her fingers their lips moving one tounges swallowing each other up. Hands running up and down each others body's. The smell alcohol coming off the two was imense hitting me the second the moved around creating wind in my direction. They sperated there faces, giving me a chance to see who it was. The vision in front of me frightened me. there I stood in his arms kissing him loving him, when he pushes me on the bed, His legs moving to either side pushing me down. I saw his hand move to the skirt moving it up my hands fighting his lips still conncted, realizing he wouldn't stop I let him go ahead moving my face from his 

"Dylan stop" I breathed. Air hitched in my lungs. he pushed me down again kissing my neck making me restless "Dylan stop' I repeated he moved his hands up now pushin the shirt up. "Dylan" I screamed this time his face moving from my neck staring down at me one slick movement bringing his fist to my cheek, a slight crunch was heard the hit to my jaw breaking something. "SHUT UP BITCH" he screamed back pushing me down his naked body on top of mine. I saw him push in the shout I screamed and no one came. I stood there watching the night I dreaded ever happening crying the tears pouncing off my cheeks screaming for the help I never got. help, help, help. the last words to leave my mouth in a whisper the engery to scream any louder leaving me, when:

"Ariana!"I felt to arms shake me my eyes popping open. I sobbed into the white t-shirt thinking it was Mark,  but the feeling was different the way he caressed my back was tingling, it left a sweet sensation. I looked up to see the piercing eyes of Harry. his mouth in a line his eye brows scrunched together "you're alright" He hushed bring my cheek to his chest again the pumping of his heart loud. Tears continued to fall down my cheek the words he spoke entering my mind but not my heart "I won't let anyone hurt, every again I promise" the last words he spoke before he slowly calmed me back to sleep. 

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agh I'm so sorry I know I said I would finish editing on monday but I had so much work from school this week and today I decided I need to get this done. So There I got you two chapters done, just for all you lovies. And a 11, 000 reads like,

Oh.Em.Ge I can't believe it I'm so happy like you don't even know. I love you all, and I'll try to edit again a few more chapters by sunday I can't promise anything because I have work this friday and saturaday I may be able to get some done saturday night after work but I don't know depends on how tired I am. sorry I go to sleep pretty early, what can I say I love my sleep, it's just a happy place where everything feels nice and nothing's bad. Unless I have nightmare then I wake up and hesitantly go back to sleep. Any ways enough of my ramble about random nonsense.

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