mente et toto corde ex animo

sharp and numbing

Is it weird to feel so much and so little at the same time?

I feel like i'm going to burst but at the same time i'm fine.

I know it's wrong to love you the way i do,

Especially when i know she will be so much better for you.

The pain i felt was both sharp and numbing,

As if a burning blade had cut me,

Making it scald and dissipate at the same time.

You make me feel this way somehow.

A week has past and thats not long.

But we don't talk and it hurts so much.

The aching that i feel i side,

Is a hole in the shape of you left behind.