Two Steps Behind / Oh Sehun

Old Me

You wouldn't believe what I did today. I laughed and smiled a lot, I couldn't believe myself but I did. I never felt so alive on those moments where I shared it with people who never give up on me where I wanted to give up on myself.
It made me forget about the loneliness that I've been struggling with. It made me feel like I'm still the old me. That somehow there's still apart of me that still wants to live.

But when I open the door that certain feeling haunts me again.
It took my smile away and here I am lost once again. Cause at the end of the day I still yearn for your presence.
Tears started to fall one by one and as much as I want it to stop I can't.
I want to hate myself for being weak, because I was almost there. I guess? I'm almost back to that girl but here I am wiping the tears that you cause.

                             -WordsUnsaid