Two Steps Behind / Oh Sehun

Denial

Today the sun shine so bright as I walk to this many graves.
I hugged myself as the strong wind blew my direction.
My lips curved at the thought of you welcoming me.
It's been a long time since I came here and I feel bad for not coming on our anniversary.
Forgive me, way back then it still breaks my heart to come here.
But now, I guess you could say that I've got way along to that feeling.
I don't cry as much every time someone mentioned your name.

Oh Sehun
1994-2013
"Forever in our hearts."

Tears fall as I read your name on the cold tile.
I thought I was fine, but I was wrong. I never knew how much I miss you not until I came here.
I miss you so much Hun, my heart still ache every waking moment.
I love you so much it hurts, it hurts cause I thought I'm almost over you.
But seeing your name carved on that tile torn me inside.
I love you so much and I guess I'll always love you like forever.....

                                  -WordsUnsaid